Jesus fucking christ I am going insane I cant ever sleep. This is driving me crazy. Awake all night awake all day see people going and coming and I am just fucking tired of it. I wasnt to take so many fucking pills I sleep for three days solid without waking up once. ARGH! I have to act like I am asleep so my fucking parents think I'm getting sleep ( Read more... )

Allright. I went to the mall yesterday with the womenwhile the boys went to the skate park and skated. I dont skate. I dont do physichal things. No shop...theres my territory. My Mother is going to purchase me some cologne. Surface, by aramis...oh how orgasmic it is. It smells so clean and yummy ( Read more... )

All things considered Im quite swell thanks for asking.
I have lost 18 pounds since december.
Last night I wrote a poem. It wasnt that bad.
Tonight I celebrated something for the second time.
Kostas is nice. He is very funny. A laugh and a half.
My sister isnt home and it is 5 o clock in the morning....where could that crazy bitch be?

Right. So I really havent slept yet. I've just kind of drfted in and out of sleep. For a brief while i was awake then I went back to the drifting. Now...while I was sleeping I guess it wasa very real dream or something, but I swear the while I was laying down...in my dream someone was doing that *Im fucking around with you getting real close top ( Read more... )

So all I do lately is work. Im on like 65 hours without a day off. I am damn tired. Fuckin hell. I cant wait til this weekend. I leave for Orlando with Matt Hunter then we go to Tampa. Im going to be gone for almost a week. It's gonna be like christmas all over again except for no annoying relatives ( Read more... )

I am alive. I'm just not in a writing mood. I've been working 50 hour work weeks and trying to go out more to dance so I can sweat out some pounds.
I keep having great dreams and waking up to annoyance from them...like my sister asking me to move my car when she can good and hell well move it herself. Oh well. Back to sleep. I miss seeing people

I got my tattoo worked n today and it goes all the way up to my shoulder. 1/2 sleeve f a trippy celestial scene... oh how I love it...it's going to take at least two more sittings to finish it...oh how I shiver with the pain and how I like it. Mmmm...green soap smells so goo ( Read more... )

My new years was not the best. I made no resoltion... I had no grnd things for me to do...I was working til 11 30 at night....then I went to paul and davids house...Brian dont hate me...thats cool.

My hair now has Leopard spots...oooh... I can just smell the pussy from here...*growl*

Behold. I write to him and he does not reply. I may not have been bothered by his prescence but his silence might hold hatred. That is something altogether different and far more worse.