thank you!!! i have been sooooo anzious about it - cause once its done, and i hand it in, what if they don't like it? i am to the point where i am not even sure if i like it!
I am not sure anyone is satisfied with his/her thesis. Towards the end, it becomes a chore more than an academic endeavor. And you can forever tell yourself "If I had used more time, then I could have made it better" - blah...
Hey...I missed you. I'm glad you're back. My dogs need baths too. :) I can't wait to catch up on your life. Right now I am supposed to be doing homework. I keep thinking "just a little more lj..." but I had better get serious. Hugging you....
i am trying to take the meds thing one day at a time - - we shall see how it all turns out in the end...
until then, i am doing ok.
there are some days when i think, damnit, i need this edgyness to go away, and that is the most frustrating ... cause i haven't felt edgy in a while - - and i am more cranky... again, we shall see.
bleh. sometimes, i think it was completely dumb of me, other times, i think i did the right thing - sometimes i think i am ok without it - others, not so much.
cvs will continue to be a sometimes thing - part time - to keep it for holidays, vacations, etc. i failed the get hired by cvs test, so i am terrified to get out of their system - it was by the awesomeness of one of the pharmacists that i was hired... long story.
dinner is cooking - mac and cheese - - yum! mom is not home, so there is no dinner - and i want cheese!
irritable is somewhat like edgy. edgy, i just feel like there is me - and this razer sharp me that is somewhat there - - kind of like instead of stuff just sliding away, like stress, i feel like it snags and stuff - - - like a twitchy grrr feeling. i don't know how to describe it - it's a teeth grinding nails on chalkboard ickiness. and then it usually passes by kind of quickly.
i am trying to be good. i am feeling fat lately... i was looking at pics from my b-day - - and i look like shit. and fat. germany, the same. even my cousin's wedding -
i told john that i looked so fat in those pics, and he just asked if i had lost THAT much weight in a month or two. i wanted to hit him.
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thanks,
Love,
Lissa
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YOU ARE FINISHED!!!!! EEEEEEEE!!!!
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love,
lissa
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seriously, i hope that things are going well
love,
lissa
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until then, i am doing ok.
there are some days when i think, damnit, i need this edgyness to go away, and that is the most frustrating ... cause i haven't felt edgy in a while - - and i am more cranky... again, we shall see.
bleh.
sometimes, i think it was completely dumb of me, other times, i think i did the right thing - sometimes i think i am ok without it - others, not so much.
cvs will continue to be a sometimes thing - part time - to keep it for holidays, vacations, etc. i failed the get hired by cvs test, so i am terrified to get out of their system - it was by the awesomeness of one of the pharmacists that i was hired... long story.
dinner is cooking - mac and cheese - - yum! mom is not home, so there is no dinner - and i want cheese!
love,
lissa
ps - more later - -
i am trying to be better about keeping in touch!
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irritable is somewhat like edgy. edgy, i just feel like there is me - and this razer sharp me that is somewhat there - - kind of like instead of stuff just sliding away, like stress, i feel like it snags and stuff - - - like a twitchy grrr feeling. i don't know how to describe it - it's a teeth grinding nails on chalkboard ickiness. and then it usually passes by kind of quickly.
i am trying to be good. i am feeling fat lately... i was looking at pics from my b-day - - and i look like shit. and fat. germany, the same. even my cousin's wedding -
i told john that i looked so fat in those pics, and he just asked if i had lost THAT much weight in a month or two. i wanted to hit him.
anywho.
gotta go for now.
love,
lissa
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