Never Mind

Mar 10, 2005 22:56



My mistakes have been plentiful
 And believe me I am reminded often
 Through a memory, by a name, or a song
 Do not judge me by the number of mistakes
 For you, I am sure, share a few as well
 Instead judge me for rising each time I fell

Your pity and criticism I do not desire
 And indeed you seem to want to freely give
 Whether to me or your ( Read more... )

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sprite596 March 10 2005, 23:52:45 UTC
A trusted friend on the Lj recently told me that if I had no expectations of the people I met, whether online or not, then they would be unable to hurt or disappoint me. This sounds good in theory, but I just can't make the leap to practice - obviously a skill I am without.

How can you connect with people if you shield yourself so, always expecting the worst? I don't believe you truly can. And in the end, I would rather suffer the hurt of a few in order to make real connections with people who end up being important to me.

Marlee

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vilhem March 11 2005, 14:17:00 UTC
One of my best friends has the same philosophy, Marlee, she does not expect anything from anybody now. I can´t. I happen to love people, they interest me, there are amazing souls out there that I could miss. From time to time I get hurt but I don´t care. Those who love me, love me deeply, those who are only vampires sooner or later lose their masks.

Thank you for the support, I am fine.

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madame_mage March 11 2005, 00:44:17 UTC
*stunned*

If I didn't know better I would have thought you knew the content of some of my conversation earlier today on Yahoo..about mistakes ..

WHO in your life is pretending to be something they are not? Helm you are not some damn meat puppet allowing one to pull your strings and YOU are above pity AND criticism. No one has the right to sit in judgement of anyone unless they have "cleaned their house first"..and no one has a prefectly clean "house"

*wry grin*

To yourself be true
in the worst and the greatest of time
Many times the pain, the joys the job to do
the laughter, the warm tears of the brine

We grow to love ever deeper.

Deception is smoke and mirrors
Wreaks a savage twisting burning
A talking Oracle within us all, the seers
sometimes alone, frail, the heart yearning..

We are stronger than we think

My sweetest friend you are never alone
A bright light of support around you
Your restless spirit always on the roam
That which you desire will come to you soon..

I love you,
Be Well *gives a gentle kiss to you*

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vilhem March 11 2005, 14:21:01 UTC
I am fine, Cassy, my Cassy, it´s only that evilness appears where I less suspect. Tris and I are packing to travel to France this weekend, we are both needing a change. Gabriel is coming, my family there is preparing something special and poor Tris has already bitten all his nails.

I must concentrate on the real people around me, those who never fail, those who yell at you in your face when they have to and don´t hide under another name to hurt you.
I love you too, tanto tanto.

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yeah, right..... havok7 March 11 2005, 01:01:38 UTC
Vilhem... you always better just do you..... your a king nigga.

Do you, like I do me..... see you on the road.

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Re: yeah, right..... vilhem March 11 2005, 14:31:07 UTC
Was it two years ago when we met? Allen immediately saw you were not someone to trust. You sent me your phone and personal address, probably waiting I did the same. Allen was enraged, he is only after your money for his project, he told me. That hurt me a lot. When you saw I was not backing you, then you disappeared for a while. I suppose when you have lived in the streets, you have been in jail, you have counted only with yourself for years as Allen did, you are more prepared to see people´s real faces. I was raised in a silk cocoon, protected, meeting only those I had to for my career or studies, no parties, no military service, no sports at school. I tend to believe people are good. I thought you were a real friend, Sean, worse even, I thought you were not a coward. But you hid yourself under another name to attack me and my people, I cannot find a way to forgive that, man, I just can´t. So please, leave me alone, go and wrap another with your folliness. I am too busy, you see? I hate to admit Allen was right about you from the ( ... )

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*sigh* havok7 March 22 2005, 12:08:36 UTC
*deeply saddened ( ... )

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halohauntings March 11 2005, 02:01:51 UTC
I Hate when you BLOCK out the penis. I'm really pissed.

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vilhem March 11 2005, 14:34:39 UTC
OH, but...if the warrior had been resting I would have left it...I wanted you to look at his sad face. Lowers eyes ashamed.

Next one will not have censorship, lo prometo, but don´t blame me for side effects then eh?
Kissing you, every day I like you more.

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Pixie, will come to your defence evil_pixie07 March 11 2005, 02:38:52 UTC
Hey sweet cheeks! What the hell! is there someone causing harm to you?
Love the pic, but why oh why, do you tease me so.lol!

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Re: Pixie, will come to your defence vilhem March 11 2005, 14:36:16 UTC
People always harm fauns, apparently we are a threat for their sanity. Thank you for your protection, my sweet duende. I am glad you like the sad male.

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