I am so darn exhausted. I don't know why and that is what disturbs me. I know I didn't sleep well last night and I know why. I won't go into details because like in the previous entry, it is no ones business. Its something that I in fact have to work through on my own. I will be alright, don't worry about me ( Read more... )

I was stupid today. There are no an, ifs or but's about it. I am not going to elaborate on the situation because frankly the details are no ones business. I just know that what I did was wrong and I will never do it again.

So things are starting to come around in the world of Gina. My mother is finally coming around to the fact that I am indeed not coming home when the season is over. She is accepting the fact that I am becoming an adult and am goin to take care of myself. The sure sign that she is in fact accepting it is the fact that she has been asking if I need ( Read more... )

I am restless tonight. I have a lot on my mind. Today wasn't a bad day at all by any means, I just have a lot on my mind. I am trying not to hold things against anyone, but sometimes, things are hard to get out of your brain. I am not one to hold a grudge, but its just sitting there in the back of my mind eating at me and I hate it ( Read more... )

Oh my, I am exhausted, but I cannot fall back to sleep. I got kevin up this morning and off on his way back to akron . I realize more and more everyday how much this kid actually does love me. There was a situation last night with my mother and my mother was being just that my mother and got me really upset. I don't wish to elaborate, because the ( Read more... )

he made it..no need to worry anymore...

Well Kevin left this apartment a few hours ago. He told me he would call me when he got back to school or send me an Im or something, but suprise suprise, he hasn't and now I am worried. He is supposed to come back to the apartment tonight so we can all hang out, but hes not here yet and I am worried....

The lyrics to that song have never rung so true in my life. Kevin is the most amazing person I have ever met in my entire life. He took good care of me last night in my mini-emotional break down. I never thought in all my years I would be able to find someone who can deal with my emotions. GOD I FOUND HIM ( Read more... )

When was the last time you cried? hmm, thats a tough one ( Read more... )

I was in a funky mood this morning. I just didn't want to talk to anyone or even be bothered. All i wanted to do was lay on the couch under my blanket with my teddy bear. That is exactly what I did. I think a lot of this crappy mood I am in has to do with Katrina, the wonderful hurricane that is slamming thru Ohio right now. It wasn't raining that ( Read more... )