Its hard to truly appreciate anything untill you've lost it, or come extremely close to losing it. Guilt isnt something that you can just brush off, it has a way of getting to you no matter what. In the end you just have to listen to your "heart" as cliche as that might sound, and you'll end up doing the right thing after all. when you have a ( Read more... )

I like getting my haircut by Helen Keller

excitement is often misplaced, you think youre doing something for one thing and the next minute you discover you never really wanted to do it in the first place...its funny how some people I dont even know can call me up on my bday and tell me have a happy one, and one of my supposed "best friends" couldnt lift a finger to call me...its funny ( Read more... )

its my BDAY tomorrow, I'm not going to make a big deal about it but yeah its kind of a big deal lol I dont know what I'm going to do yet though hopefully something fun.....lol probably...

GUESS WHO THEY WANT TO PLAY ON THE RADIO!!!!!

My antipathy for your presence seems to grow with every word I remember cast from your lips like smoke which leaves the lungs of a fire as if exhausted and in lack of breath. Slowly the letters spill into phrases to become the soundtrack to my existence, the requiem to the mass which is my life. The demanding task of removing you from my memory ( Read more... )

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It seems that there is this trend going around where its cool to be "scene". now I dont know what "scene" is so I'm obviously not, but it seems to me like another excuse for un-confident unpopular people to make themselves seem...well confident and popular... sorry "scene" kids but yeah the whole idea and even term "scene" is just extremely lame ( Read more... )

FALLOVER TUESDAY @ THE COBALT CAFE JUL 15 AT 7:00 PM THIS FRIDAY sorry about the short notice...I kinda found out just now...

Memories are like bullets, thanks for bringing up the past... I cant sleep at the thought.......FUCK!