Just got back from work, it was great. I really love my job. I worked with Kristen and we talked about stupid stuff like "Pimp my Boot" and other great skit ideas. We have come to the conclusion that everything said in a very fake english accent is hilarious. I talked to Brooks, he sounded great. I wish he could live at that place and i could see ( Read more... )

rode my scooter all around bowie, GOT PULLED OVER, the cop hit on me. Cam you believe that?! Anyway, went swimming, took a nap outside, got my hair did, came home and took a 3 hr nap. I found out that the soup I had for lunch has 700 calories a bowl. Geez. Oh well. I'm tired, called Brooksy but he was asleep. What a baby awwwww I miss him. I ( Read more... )

I havent done it once today!!!! NOT ONCE, I am so proud of myself. I swore i'd stop it and i might just do it. I can do it.

went to church today and met an awesome girl named Heidi, shes 23 and lives in GB and rides a harley..shes a photography major and shes 4'11" just like me. We might hang out tomorrow....that'd be awesome to have some good-influential friends. Worked all day, and brought Brooks a journal that I personalized for him. The front page had a little ( Read more... )

ok, i chose to stay home tonight, I am working at 9 am and i wanted to get a hold of Brooks before bedtime WHICH i did, i'll have you know. Oh man its so nice to hear him so hopeful and happy, albeit groggy and tired. He called me sweetie. I fucking LURVE this boy to death. I am glad we are friends :) He said tomorrow is his last day for detox ( Read more... )

made a card for brooks today, it was painted red and yellow with black crosshatching and a picture framed in ruler paper of brooks and i at the beach. on the inside was a letter and on the inside front cover was music note paper and a picture of brooks biting my face. i dropped it off with a package of pork rinds, which i ate myself after i was ( Read more... )

Opened at work today, had to be there at 730. The day flew by. Brooks called me around 1 and told he he'd be there shortly and he was supposed to be at work so i was really worried that he wasnt there..but he got to my job and told me he was going to Pathways for a week and that made me really happy. we had a nice little goodbye but no goodbyes ( Read more... )

went to the mall with Dusty and went out last night to Donolans with him on the scooter. Realyl fun. Ate some grits, wrote some stuff down. It was really fun riding around town with Dusty on the back of my scooter, he only weighs 30 lbs more than me so it was a pretty even ride! And we looked hotttt. You know we did. Anyway so we went to ( Read more... )

wow now that i'm sober enough to drive a vehicle..i'm going out on my scooter to annapolis to basically show off and check my work schedule, buy a sweater cap with brim, buy some long shorts and get a kahlua coffee from Borders. Oh and I think Dusty's working so he can see my wittle scootuh. mmm. scooter.

alprazolam..or..skelexen..mmmmm. then bed.