Idiot

[vincentkohya]

I'm pathetic and stupid. I keep texting him hoping to hear something, anything. I have been staying up hoping and knowing deep down I've been shoved aside. Yet I keep hoping. I can't seem to stop loving him even if he hates me. I really don't know what to do. I just wish I was curled up with him right now even with the heartache. I've never been so

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[ashbet]

You're not an idiot. You were treated badly, and your trust was abused.

Try to stop contacting him, if you can. I know it's hard. (Heh, if you're up for a phone call at some point, I'll tell you, in some detail.) But you're hurting yourself by sending him pieces of your heart, when you need to be trying to make yourself whole.

You WILL survive this. You WILL find people who love and value you for who you are, who treat you with respect and caring. This guy isn't worth your tears, sugar.

**love**

<3<3<3

[vincentkohya]

I can't seem to stop texting him and I cried myself to sleep. I'm tired of waking up with a sore throat. ;_;

As soon as I woke up I messaged him again. Pathetic, I know.