I never quite understood how the bullshit detector worked on a visual scale, y'know, with the two intersecting lines, or if it was even suppose to function like a chart.
The first time I ever blacked out was just before I began reading the book. I was standing before the toilet at my dads place doing what men do before a toilet when I just lost it for seemingly no reason. The last thing I remember was this pathetic struggle versus gravity and a clipping of force against the side of my head. While I was out I had a completely abstract dream experience, during which I only saw one thing. A phase of glowing white light suspended against a cold, dark, empty, black backdrop. A vertical line, and two dots on either side. This lasted long enough that I was still thinking about it when I awoke. The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was the white porcelain back of the toilet. My right arm was submerged in a bowl of piss, my pants still undone and the left side of my head was bleeding after bouncing off the side of the bathtub. And my earing fell out.
epirical answer to rhetorical questionjonesheadAugust 30 2005, 12:58:34 UTC
I am coming from consequence. To get here I convinced myself I had no other option. I want to go back to where I thought I had no other option, and take a different one. I will make it home alive, and I will keep that in mind.
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To get here I convinced myself I had no other option.
I want to go back to where I thought I had no other option, and take a different one.
I will make it home alive, and I will keep that in mind.
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