019; you really are pushing it.
Hey, kid!
Vampires are not pure beings -- you can't expect to shy away from any killings. Even if you don't want to kill, but there's absolutely no reason to let them strike you without retaliation. Control your bloodlust. You can fit in with the humans. But they cannot condemn you for what you have not chosen willingly to be, and you cannot surrender yourself just like that. Is it this illusion of mortality you still long to possess, driving you this way? Foolish.
Come to your senses -- you can't keep clinging on to something that you've already lost.
...Get your act together; don't pretend to be naïve, got it? If I hear another word of this....