ugh..

[vindicated34]

right now, im having really mixed feelings. like, nathaniel wanted me to end it. so i did. and you know how much i wanna kill myself right now? soo bad. because i just hurt the nicest person in the world. and now she hates me with a passion. but, i cant change it, so im gonna have to live with the fact that her and all of her friends hate me. so

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[firefairytale1]

hey megan,i was just wondering: why are you saying that nathaniels friends are "giving him shit" he ruined it for you and hil. he could have sucked it up and let her go himself. he did the same thing to me and then he turned around and did the same thing to emily. he never dumps his girl friends by himself, he's too much of a coward to. nathaniel is a great friend.. sometimes, but he can be a real fed-ex muncher. no offense... but how could you do something for him if you know that your going to jepordize you and hil's friendship. i didn't think that you two would let a heartless boy inbetween.i feel bad for you though because nathaniel was the one that threw the shit at the fan.. and it's coming all back to you. i hope this doesn't sound bitchy, but i'm kind of inbetween and i don't know what to do about it.

[vindicated34]

ok, im not trying to be mean either. but first of all, nathaniel is a great friend. he's there for anyone, especially his good friends. and hes a big boy now, so he can make his own decisions. and we wouldnt be in the shit hole if hilary (not to be mean at all) didnt make a big deal about it. so, if everyone just drops it about him going out with holly, its gonna be fine. so really, holly isnt a bitch, a slut, a whore, a skank, or anything you guys fucking call her. what happened to "dont judge a book by its cover"?

[firefairytale1]

okay megan - just to set the record straight.. i never called holly any of those, i think she's a good person even though i kind of think she hates me for some reason.
nathaniel is a great friend.. but he needs to learn that he needs to do things on his own and take the fall he can't have his friend do it for him and also take the fall for him - thats just not fair. megan i think that you are a really really loyal friend who got stuck inbetween, nathaniel should have delt with his own problems. i hope you don't get mad at me for writing these comments :-/

[vindicated34]

im ont getting mad at all. and i should stay out of it, but idk why i dont. i feel soo bad and idk what to do.

[tigergurl825]

poor megy sry

[vindicated34]

its ok ali. i deserved it, and hil like hates me now..