"i've disregarded what i was, now that i'm older" i love those words but yea .. check it

( My Best Friends )

yesterday was dissapointing...but i guess i'm used to it cause it always happens no matter what....the words i'm srry don't mean anything to me anymore if someone is truly sorry then then wouldn't do anything to hurt you in the first place, but it happens...but w/e i don't care anymore, i thought you had actually changed but i guess not....i'm done ( Read more... )

ok so i so i read something and it seems that everything i say hurts people so i think  just won't say anything at all i'll just stick to myself who needs other people anyways all they do is hurt you and end up making it seem like it's your fault well ok then fine just blame everything on me so u can feel better, but u forget ur the one that  hurt ( Read more... )

So summer is boring..i think i'm just gonna go out of town for the rest of summer.. i know now that some people are never what they seem...happy belated birthday claribel sorry i said it to late...and srry for being a dick to you...... u really are a good friend and hopefully we can be friends again......so with that out, i found out some ( Read more... )

good day yesterday!

should i go for it??

y am i asking, i know i am!

hehe

I really hate feeling like this...

I don't think i can keep on being like this...

I have to do it....

Even though it's gonna kill me to do this...I need to forget about you....

( i've become content with this life that i lead, where i drink to much and don't believe in much of anything, and i lie to myself, and say )

I'm srry pins..... I'm srry ozzy.... I'm srry frogger..... I let you guys down....

sad week.....

i though everything was good...

but i guess they weren't...

now i wait...

Ale Ale Ale Ale Ale ALE!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe i love this girl!!! Ale i need to see you again!!!

yea i know i sound like peter, but u don't know how much i like this girl!!

So summer has been fun...yea right...so how are u supposed to fall for someone if u hardly even spend time with them...idk it's frustrating...went to jenny's house yesterday..it was fun hanging out with some old faces..me and marc need to start hanging out more...sometimes i wonder if the decisions i've made are the right ones...

( i'm tired, cynical and broken but wiser, heavy withia sense of resentment, but i used to be so much different )