I stay up until 5:40 on the phone with someone who’s less of a stranger than the people I actually know. Explaining this could be tricky, so we’ll just leave it at that. When I hang the phone up I walk into the kitchen and grab a beer out of the fridge, before I crack this one open I think for a minute. The sky outside is lighting up and I can ( Read more... )

I don’t know how to say this, alone, its 4:37 a.m. and this apartment is a mess. I’m a mess. I’m a wreck and maybe they’ve all been right, I’m fucking up my life out here. But I’ve never felt closer to you. Never felt this angry with god before. It will be a long time coming when I can place sweaty palms together to speak to the one above me ( Read more... )

tonight is the last night on earth ( Read more... )

You hear the phone from across the room ( Read more... )

I'm becoming someone else ( Read more... )

it's cold and the rain makes this wooden staircase soggy ( Read more... )

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If you can’t count on family who can you count on?Disappointed by severed ties ( Read more... )

Sometimes you hear a song and finally feel it's meaning deep inside of you...

and today... as I'm looking around... I knwo it to be true.

I love you all so very very much.

There are boxes and clothes strewn everywhere ( Read more... )