( Whispers, )

 So last week my life took a drastic turn. I don't know where to begin. Nick and I had been in a tumultuous relationship for months now, I had been hurt, lied to, and treated like shit, yet I always came back, I always stuck around. Well over a month ago I decided on a break, and things kept getting worse so over a week ago I finally ended things. ( Read more... )

 ( survey )

 ( There are no words for this.... )

I was doing so good. And then I was just perusing old stuff, and found old emails. I said, "I shouldn't read these" but then I said, "No, I'm strong enough, these won't effect me". And now...i'm just a mess of thoughts.

We really were soul mates, we really were so in love, and part of us will always be indebted to the other. I want that so badly, ( Read more... )

 ( I should mean more.. )

 You sure do know how to fuck up a good thing. But if you wana play...you have noooo idea. I will play, game on, you'll regret this decision. You should have controlled yourself, not for any other reason other than respect for me. After everything you've put me through, I've stayed by your side trying to help you. This is not going to help you, it' ( Read more... )

 i am sickened. you are still everything i thought you were. you are two completely different people, and MY GOD i am so sick of dealing with this type. you can't come crying back to me and telling me how wrong you are. i told you, you were wrong, i begged you to stop. this is it. this is the last time i'm opening up to you, this is the last time i ( Read more... )

Of all of the things that she's ever said
She goes and says something that just knocks me dead

You won't find faith or hope down a telescope
You won't find heart and soul in the stars
You can break everything down to chemicals
But you can't explain a love like ours

 ( survey )