Comments | vinebutterfly86: in desperate need of a friend

vinebutterfly86

in desperate need of a friend

Mar 26, 2005 20:52

man, I'm so glad I ahve a disfunctional family. I'm so glad that I desided to stay behind. Josh, I hope you know you and one other person are the main reasons I stayed behind. I should have gone. I should have went with my dad, gotten a place to live over there. I need the guidance of my daddy. I don't know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

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starwolf67 March 26 2005, 21:29:29 UTC

You know VB, there were a lot of wise things I tried to teach you, but it is difficult to teach someone when they are not listening, but instead saying "That's you mom, I am not you, I am me." *sigh* After hearing those words every time I have tried to share wisdom and guidance with you, and being told that you dont care to listen, I gave up and hoped that somewhere you would finally see that perhaps I may have a few things to share and perhaps there may be some wisdom locked behind these hazel eyes that you might want to know about.

This is not the time for "I;m sorry" This is the time for communication.

Your choices reflect who you are today, and how you wish to make your next choice. (Kind of like a chess game tells what your next move will be)

What's your next move?

my next move vinebutterfly86 March 26 2005, 21:40:04 UTC

I don't know my next move. right now I'm at a loss. all I can think about is "get place to live" "get job" "ask daddy for advise on both" "go to school"

::shrug:: I did what I could already to communicate and there wasn't a responce. I'm tired of drama, I'm tired of everyone dwelling. I DON'T CARE. I do care about my brothers and sisters, I do want to be able to see them. and I will do what I can when I can about that. but I'm not participating in the drama, no matter what you say to anyone. oh yeah thanks for calling me a liar and a bad kid to others. it's the same story from people, I'm glad I was so hard to raise.

Re: my next move starwolf67 March 26 2005, 21:56:20 UTC

I sent my response to BigMel and MH who were supposed to add theirs to it and send it back or on to you ( ... )

jenneskimo_ball March 28 2005, 08:22:48 UTC

I don't know the whole story, so I'm not going to tell you things that may or may not help you.

Find a job. First step. Keep couch hopping, but stay in the town you have your job in. Have your checks sent to your aunt Maria's house. Or get a bank acount and get auto-deposit. Take no more than $20 out of each check until you have almost $1,000 saved. Then you can afford to spend a little more.

It's going to be REALLY tough the situation you're in, but you're not going to be able to get anywhere unless you have the drive to do it.

If you ever need to talk to me, your best bet is sending me an e-mail. it's the same as my yahoo screen name, and is a yahoo.com e-mail. I check it daily, even if that's the only time I have on the computer.

~Jenna