every morning when i wake up the very first thing i think is "hell i am so fucking tired." and this is even before i am awake enough to be aware of who i am, where i am, or what the hell i am doing there. Something is wrong with this?

im really stressed out right now and its kind of annoying

i'm in anatomy and we have a sub and im soooooooo bored ( Read more... )

mmmmmm chipotleeeee
mmmmmm bedddd
too bad its only tuesday
i told a customer at work today to 'have a good weekend' and then i realized that.
sleep...

tonight driving from katie to mike's house
a bunny ran between my tires
it had a puffy little cotton tale
i felt the bump when i ran over it
... =(
then i turned the corner, and i realized there was a huge dog in the road
i swirved and slammed on my brakes and barely avoided hitting it
i felt like crap.

I HATE SUNDAYS
i always sink into the deepest depression on sundays
especially when it is cloudy outside and i am sitting alone in my room

i slept all day saturday.
woke up at 10, went back to sleep at 1, woke up at 6.
i am starting to feel better

her screen name is online again. i think getting online and seeing it is the eeriest thing in the world. and it makes me sad.

"i'm not sick but i'm not well."
it is the story of my life.
GAWD i am sick of my stupid body.
but,i am lucky. because i am alive. i need to remember that.

hmm.. to go to hvstival or not to go to hvstival??
well, i really want to see foo fighters, garbage, coldplay, and crystal method
but is it worth it?? hmmm....

am i insane thinking i should go to an arts school? i mean, really. i am a decent artist and stuff but i dont draw every day. i dont live and breath art. i mean, i know i dont want to major in visual arts but even so. even though i want to major in art history i am still going to an arts school where they expect their students to be completely ( Read more... )