yeah, i'm not going to lie, change really does suck. it seems like whenever something finally gets really good, i'm like "wait a minute, it was totally better before". ... or something like that. not denying that things aren't going well now, or that i don't like the way my life is going, but... i guess in some way or another, i just wish i hadn't taken what i had for granted earlier. word.
you just have to surround yourself with the good things that are in your new lifestyle. as things change, change sucks. but change can be really great! if you were still doing what you were doing, you never would have found wrestling. if you were still doing what you were doing, you never would have gotten your job. you life is leading off somewhere and there's no use trying to back it up. if you were still doing what you were doing, you wouldn't be dating allie. (perhaps you're thinking of not going back that far, but things have changed since you were a kid, things have changed since you were in grade 9, and things will always be changing.) embrace it. it's not about things changing, it's about leading your life. and though i don't mean to sound like a complete fool, you're never fully dressed without a smile.
Its weird how we carry the past around with us every day..in the sense that it all adds up to what u see in the here and now..so its like we're so connected to it, and yet so far..i miss playing ninja turtles in my living room, and going to the corner store with my sisters to get popcicles...i miss lots man. but change happens regardless..we just gotta do our best to adjust. glad to hear you're lovin the new job, and things are goin well for u man! take care.
Ooo also, ironically, as much as change can suck...can u imagine how dull life would be if everything was static? Weird how it's like the perfect system that can still fuck u over countless times...
Hey Matt- just wanted to say thanks for the message on MSN regarding your happiness that I'm okay. I've been pretty busy with exam studying these days so I didn't get to say thanks for the kind thoughts at the time you sent me the message. So thanks. ;)
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you life is leading off somewhere and there's no use trying to back it up. if you were still doing what you were doing, you wouldn't be dating allie. (perhaps you're thinking of not going back that far, but things have changed since you were a kid, things have changed since you were in grade 9, and things will always be changing.) embrace it. it's not about things changing, it's about leading your life. and though i don't mean to sound like a complete fool, you're never fully dressed without a smile.
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glad to hear you're lovin the new job, and things are goin well for u man!
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