the world has become much more beautiful. a long walk down a lowtide beach in western ireland is amazing.

this was my first time in an Arabic country. it's much more lively than london was.

i went to paris ( Read more... )

I decided to go to Amsterdam for a few days last week. For a short period of time the night before I left, everything felt like it made sense ( Read more... )

They have Friends in Ireland. I don’t even like that show - at least that’s what I tell myself to keep a numbing cold distant mentality. I admit I grew up watching it but stopped. But I just felt so fucking emotional watching that last episode air. I realize that I never really want anything that’s long term to end. Anytime that happens, it ( Read more... )

It's sort of strange how when you know something just clicks but you are too much of a coward to do anything about it for fear of loss. But i suppose it is only for some things - maybe things that you haven't much control over. something simple like a class you enjoy going to - that one class during the day that instead of falling asleep or ( Read more... )

"remember when all we used to do was sit around and play video games? all we do now is sit around and consume tobacco ( Read more... )

I was reading over some posts from the last year. Just reading some of that crap almost makes me depressed over how insanely shit depressed i was. I feel like i have better control and I don't need anything other than myself to keep me that way now ( Read more... )

Nothing really matters anymore. All my problems seem trivial when looking at what my family goes thought everyday - all I can do now is sit in a corner and hopelessly try to my emotionless self to cry ( Read more... )

Everyday I tell myself that I am going to get off my lazy ass and actually do something, anything. Since I had gone into withdrawal all i did was sit at play home in a easy chair eating Oreos and playing pirated videogames ( Read more... )