i had a great weekend, didnt get to do the father's day thing with amber today but its a good thing, father's day is a time for father's and their kids. i'll give him his card tomorrow.i went and saw "day after tomorrow" and i started getting teary eyed. i dont know why. something about men that would do anything for their kids. its touching, i ( Read more... )

ok so my friends are... lazy and broke. we sat around last night when we were supposed to go out. we were going to go to some jessica girls house cause there was a party there, but joe and JFUNK came over to give us a ride, and ended up getting drunk with us. JFUNK's drunk ass took a goped home and joe stayed around to try to fuck one of the girls ( Read more... )

just got home, jordan cheared me up. funny ass bastard. prank called the girl at round table while we were in there eating pizza. haha. gawd what a stupid bitch. gotta do laundry so i can stay in livermore this weekend and have stuff to wear.

got home, worked on the truck's AC. got nowhere, got dirty, got clean, played guitar, now i'm just about ready for bed. i've had a real hardcore feeling like i dont give a shit this week. i guess i got alot going on, but who doesnt. still confused, still supressed, still wondering. jessica simpson is ugly without makeup, and she farts. horrible... ( Read more... )

some old pictures from DC. i'm sitting here thinking about what makes me really happy, the things and people i think i really need in my life. some are family, some are friends, and one person i love very much in particular. we had alot of great fun in DC, makes me realize some things. my friends are really important to me. i dont know where i ( Read more... )

i feel wierd lately, i feel supressed. there are so many things i want to say but dont know how. so indifferent, so confused. i had fun at ambers party. sorry about the whole logan and me scene, that was a little messed up and i guess i coulda handled that differently, but we all do stupid things when we're drunk. nothing at all held against logan ( Read more... )

today i didnt do shit, what a lazy bastard... went to work and busted my ass hard core, i was sweating by 7:30, and i must say today was actually pretty good, a little off... but i'm comming out of it. i'm understanding things alot better now, thank u Ms.Cady :) i got home today at about six. i was soooo tired for sum reason that i just laid in ( Read more... )

my past weeks thoughts...

day one... what is happening here, this is wierd, good but wierd.
day two through 6... something is different, different in a very good way, this could be real, i believe in this and "i'll give you everything i have."
everyone is wrong about this, they dont know how strongly i feel about this.
day seven... what is happening ( Read more... )

i'm not havin such a good day. the speakers and the wires in the truck are rotten, so instead of having one working speaker, i now have ZERO working speakers. i think i'm just going to go to sleep, i wanna call sweets but i dont know what she's doin and i dont know if she's busy. maybe i will anyways :) im just not in a good mood. if you could ( Read more... )