wow...so after tomorrow i'm going to be a junior in college. it's soo scary...this year actually flew by which is awesome. hopefully the next two do the same ( Read more... )

ok...so i don't care if it makes me the biggest faggot ever..but kelly clarkson is playing at the artscenter this summer and i am SOO fucking excited. all my friends and i are getting wasted and going. i wouldn't doubt if it was the best concert i've ever been to..despite the fact we'll probably be the oldest ones there ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )

i feel like such a bitch...and a huge pussy for something i did. the past few weeks have been really confusing and unexpected. hopefully i'll get the courage to apologize soon...

i wish i was fucked up right now. lately...i just want to be fucked up all the time. maybe i'm subconciously miserable and just need to escape. i'm not sure why i feel this way...it could be because i haven't taken my fucking lexapro in a good two weeks...but sometimes i don't feel like being pseudo-happy..and i let myself go until i take it out on ( Read more... )

so..thank god for the amazingly good which comes with the bad ( Read more... )

well...here's to moving on...

today was one of the worst days of my life so far.

paul and i broke up.

i'm sick..physically and emotionally and a complete fucking wreck. i really didn't expect this.

god, please help me get over this soon.

i hope everyone had a glorious christmas!

wow...i am fucking TWENTY.

wow...just...wow.