man i appreciate all u guys givin a shit about my situation man...damn i had no idea all u guys would actually take a minute to lay out your thoughts and share with me..seems like when we go thru shit in life that seem serious for us..we just expect the whole word to come to a stop..and it never does..but havin people actually take time out of ( Read more... )

so im in the air with jobs..the one ive had for the past year..the one i always talk about and stress out about..its really gettin old..not even old..its exhausting..not cuz its hard work..its just too much drama..im a simple guy..but i dont know when to back down i guess..i just havea problem with authority..not on some rebel tip..i just have abig ( Read more... )

man so carlos and rochelle broke up..they have been together for 8 months and some change..its weird cuz im used to them bein together..but at the same time its good for him..he needs some fresh air..plus he can do better...i gotta work in the a.m. i dont wanna..but whatever..i dont have much tonight..amanda and me are doin good spend tonight ( Read more... )

im off today and tomorrow..ive just been kickin back..cooked out a little bit today..had nate & matt come over today..we just drank a little and bullshited..nothin planned just random..then amanda called a laid a gilt trip into me about not seein her lastnight..so i told her to come over..she came thru and we went swimmin..nate and them left before ( Read more... )

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its the 4th and im at the crib..wild right? amanda was in one of her moods and i wasnt feelin too good..i had to work tonight and didnt get off til 8 cuz people wouldnt hurry up and get shit done..so i went over to her place and i could tell when i hit the door she was gonna bring my mood down..so i ate dinner and threw off a couple fire works with ( Read more... )

damn i cant believe luther died..my jaw fuckin dropped when i read that shit..hes such a an amazing vocalist..ive been diggin his shit for many years..wow..so many people will be disapointed about this..god bless him ( Read more... )

p.s. anyone tell me how to post pics into a post? u know the link u click on to see pics..or a free program i can get to cut pics down to make into icons..i used to have irfanview? or somthin like that..i have no idea about comps..thanks

whats goin on journal..lets see..its been more than a minute..just havent had any inspiration..or free time..things have been well..amanda and i have been together for a year now..year and one month 2 be exact..lately i have been kinda second guessin "us"..it seems like all the excitments gone..i wanna go out..she doesnt..she wants to go do somthin ( Read more... )

so im off till saturday..damn it feels good to breath..i have been requesting to have every wenesday,thrusday and friday off from now on..why? just because i want it..i cant stand being there full time..i feel like im standing still..not enjoying anything..and make about the same amount with 3 days off insted of 2..it just gets really depressing ( Read more... )