"it is clear there is significant loneliness in your life"

[vintageautumn]

[[unstable friendships]]
[[a lack of 'love']]
[[shyness + anxiety]]
[[absent family]]
[[wasted youth]]

finally, it is important that you address some major insecurity issues you seem to have.

my goal is to get so drunk that i won't mind if you kill me.
because i'm gutless
gutless
gutless

because i'm alive.and kicking

Comments

[sanjwich]

You remind me of a girl I always see at the theater. Last night she shoved past me and a mosh pit and smelled of alcohol and just looked really lost. I wonder if she cares about anything at all.
I can certainly identify with this post.

[vintageautumn]

oh. sigh. heart. [that sounds far too familiar.]
ps: you are really lovely.
by the way.

and i am.
i am too ground up
& lost.

[pinchegringo]

if you're gutless
maybe you should come tomorrow and eat vegan buffet, ill make sure you get a nice little gut

if you lived in austin id be such an awesome friend that youd never have to post crap like this... but then again, i wont live in austin, so, haha, nevermind, but, sorry you're always bummed, you shouldnt, you're awesome.

[vintageautumn]

i'm trying to figure out a way to come up & visit you before you move.
because you're one of the few people i really like.
seriously.
[i have no patience for anyone anymore.]

heart.

[poserprincess]

So amanda is trying to blackmail me out of numbers, but i'm still going to go Friday.

cuz that's how i roll

Shall you join me, mabey?

[vintageautumn]

i hope so!!

[currently i'm grounded for staying out until 3 am again.but i dont know if that will still be the case by friday.]

i hope not.