voicenotes
voicenotes
yoochun-centric. OT5. slight yoochun/junsu&yunho/jaejoong.
PG-13
a/n: inspired by the voicenotes feature on my phone and the recent japanese interviews. 8D
voicenotes
Yoochun breaks into as many pieces(he thinks more) as his phones does when it falls on the floor.
Snap. The phone breaks. Snapsnapsnap. His heart breaks.
He doesn't know when it happens but it does, when his members seem to not need him anymore. So, he's thankful for the recordings he holds dear in his phone(even if they were recorded accidentally, always hearing inspiration everywhere for music, but he keeps them for reassurance.) But he felt this coming, he saw through the hints.
He saw the comfortable and casual touches between Yunho and Jaejoong that resulted in shy smiles exchanged between them. Which use to result into a tight-lipped Yunho who demanded demanded demanded, and a pale Jaejoong who(ran to him) criedcriedcried.
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Jaejoong: Yoochun-ah...
Yoochun: Jaejoong? What happened to you?
Jaejoong:(sniffles) I-I don't know what's wrong with us Yoochun-ah. Even if we were completely the opposite the we-we got along, we were best friends Yoochun-ah. But somehow, everytime we talk, we argue argue argue. Till one of us snaps. Yoochun-ah, Yoochun-ah, I don't know what do anymore. How do I fix this, fix us?
Yoochun: Talk to him Jae. Just, try talking to each other. Try not to get on each other's nerves, something obviously happened between you two.
Jaejoong:...I don't think-
Yoochun: Just try Jae.
Jaejoong:..Okay, okay Yoochun. I will.
He's noticed Yunho become more free-hearted when being 'leader', noticed he became less 'by the book' and less like someone who seemed so high-up and unreachable.
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Yunho: For goodness sakes Jaejoong, it's left foot first at the second beat. No Junsu, that's not your part to sing. Changmin, you're high note is flat. Yoochun, get off your phone. Now.
Yoochun: ......Yunho, I know we have a concert in two weeks, but we're as nervous as you are, so all this leader crap is making it worse than making us ready.
Yunho: ....
Yoochun: ....
Yunho:(sighs) I-I know. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. But manager-hyung, our chroreographer, our vocalist teacher, everyone has been hounding on me to make this perfect. Blaming me when everything goes wrong and...I guess I blow out my frustrations on you guys. I'm sorry.
Yoochun: It's okay hyung, we understand what you have to go through. We think you're an amazing leader just, just lead us hyung, don't baby us, we're big boys.
Yunho:(chuckles) Okay, alright. Thank you Yoochunnie.
He's noticed how Changmin one-touches Jaejoong harder when Jaejoong makes a mistake, teases Junsu when he makes a mistake, pats Yunho on the back when he makes a mistake,laughs at Yoochun when he makes a mistake, instead of going straight to the restroom(blaming everything on himself) when any of them mess up.
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Yoochun: Changmin, open the door.
Changmin:.....
Yoochun:Changmin, now.
Changmin:(door squeaks) What, hyung?
Yoochun:(sighs) Changmin, it was my fault, not yours. So stop -
Changmin: No. I-I messed up hyung. I was a half a step too early, I saw Yunho-hyung's face, I did mess up! I was half a step -
Yoochun: Changmin shut up. I messed up. Not you, you were perfect today. Okay Changmin? You're the youngest, we're supposed to carry most of our burdens, not you Changmin.
Changmin: ....Okay hyung. Okay.
He's seen how Junsu seems more comfortable onstage, belting out his powerful vibrato without the worry of perfection written on his face. How his stage presence screams out 'I'm hear to sing. Only to sing.'
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(Junsu's voice cracks. He tries to sing again, voice cracks, sniffles, he sings again.)
Yoochun: Junsu! (bangs on door) Junsu!
(Singing stops, door squeaks.)
Junsu: Y-Yeah Chunnie?
Yoochun: You've been singing for hours Su. What's wrong? Your voice cracked more than you actually singing.
(Junsu cries hard.)
Yoochun: Junsu?
Junsu: I-I can't take it anymore! Everyone, everyone expects so much from me when we perform live. They think I should sound the best out of the five everytime. Even when you all have amazing voices too and we're a group, it's not a competition.
Yoochun: ...Have they said anything to you Su?"
Junsu: N-No. But, after we're done, I can see the disappointments in their faces after we're done. It hurts Chun, it hurts. But I thought, I thought if I just tried harder, I can make them stop and -
Yoochun: Junsu. We sing because we love to. We're not here to prove anything. And we're human Su. We can't be our best all the time, our schedules are pretty crazy too, our real fans understand this. So sing for those fans Su.
Junsu: ..Kay Chunnie. (sniffles)
Yoochun thinks he lost the soul to his mate. The No to his Ky. The second M to his first. The Su to his Yoo. And he doesn't know how to get them back.
When Yoochun opens his and Jaejoong's bedroom door he bumps into something and sees a cardboard box in front of his feet with the words: For: Yoochun written in rainbow colored Sharpie on the top. He eyes the package suspiciously,but brings it in the room anyway.
He sees the newest model of his old cellphone packaged inside, and sees a sticky-note attached with instructions.
INSTRUCTIONS TO CHUN
1) GO TO SHORTCUTS
2)CLICK ON MEDIA ICON
3)LISTEN TO EVERYTHING ON THERE
4)BE HAPPY!
(OR JUNSU SWEARS HE WILL EAT YOU! D<)
Yoochun lightly chuckles and does what he's told.
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Jaejoong: Hey Chunnie! Like your neeew shiny phone? It's pretty isn't it? I'm the one who picked it first! Don't believe anything Changmin says okay? Okay. Stop being depressed kay Chun? I can hear your sniffles at night. We're soulmates remember? You can tell me anything. Merry Early Christmas Chun! (kissy noises)
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Yunho: HA. HAHA. HAHA! Hi Noky brother! (laughs) Hope you like your new phone. I wanted to get you the black one, but Jae insisted to get the white one so you won't be emo anymore. I don't think I'll ever understand his logic. I think black suits you more. (Jaejoong: That's because he's always depressed!) ...Anyways! I'm not sure why you've been sad lately, but remember: HA. HAHA. HAHA. Smile Yoochunnie!
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Changmin: Hi hyuung. Stop being a crybaby. Cheer up, it's almost Christmas. You're ruining it with your depressed aura, I can feel it from here. We even got you a new phone, so you should be happy now. Which I spotted first no matter what Jaejoong-hyung says. You believe me, right hyung? Just kidding hyung, we love you, you should know that. We're Double M! Not BMW!
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Junsu: EMOO CHUUN GO AWAAY. HAPPY CHUNCHUN COME OUTT NOOW.
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Jaejoong,Yunho,Changmin,Junsu: We love you Yoochun! Merry Christmas!
Yoochun smiles, smells Jaejoong's Christmas dinner, hears Yunho's compliments of Jaejoong's cooking and Junsu's and Changmin's loud bickering over a video game, and is happy he has his members to glue back his heart together.
a/n: er yeah. it's not even close to christmas. buut it works. well for me. D; i haad to get this one-shot out. so yeaah. i'm not sure if i'm going to be able to finish the book fairy series in..one day. D;
yoochun-centric. OT5. slight yoochun/junsu&yunho/jaejoong.
PG-13
a/n: inspired by the voicenotes feature on my phone and the recent japanese interviews. 8D
voicenotes
Yoochun breaks into as many pieces(he thinks more) as his phones does when it falls on the floor.
Snap. The phone breaks. Snapsnapsnap. His heart breaks.
He doesn't know when it happens but it does, when his members seem to not need him anymore. So, he's thankful for the recordings he holds dear in his phone(even if they were recorded accidentally, always hearing inspiration everywhere for music, but he keeps them for reassurance.) But he felt this coming, he saw through the hints.
He saw the comfortable and casual touches between Yunho and Jaejoong that resulted in shy smiles exchanged between them. Which use to result into a tight-lipped Yunho who demanded demanded demanded, and a pale Jaejoong who(ran to him) criedcriedcried.
voicenote:01-24-08__10110
Jaejoong: Yoochun-ah...
Yoochun: Jaejoong? What happened to you?
Jaejoong:(sniffles) I-I don't know what's wrong with us Yoochun-ah. Even if we were completely the opposite the we-we got along, we were best friends Yoochun-ah. But somehow, everytime we talk, we argue argue argue. Till one of us snaps. Yoochun-ah, Yoochun-ah, I don't know what do anymore. How do I fix this, fix us?
Yoochun: Talk to him Jae. Just, try talking to each other. Try not to get on each other's nerves, something obviously happened between you two.
Jaejoong:...I don't think-
Yoochun: Just try Jae.
Jaejoong:..Okay, okay Yoochun. I will.
He's noticed Yunho become more free-hearted when being 'leader', noticed he became less 'by the book' and less like someone who seemed so high-up and unreachable.
voicenote:02-03-08__1120
Yunho: For goodness sakes Jaejoong, it's left foot first at the second beat. No Junsu, that's not your part to sing. Changmin, you're high note is flat. Yoochun, get off your phone. Now.
Yoochun: ......Yunho, I know we have a concert in two weeks, but we're as nervous as you are, so all this leader crap is making it worse than making us ready.
Yunho: ....
Yoochun: ....
Yunho:(sighs) I-I know. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. But manager-hyung, our chroreographer, our vocalist teacher, everyone has been hounding on me to make this perfect. Blaming me when everything goes wrong and...I guess I blow out my frustrations on you guys. I'm sorry.
Yoochun: It's okay hyung, we understand what you have to go through. We think you're an amazing leader just, just lead us hyung, don't baby us, we're big boys.
Yunho:(chuckles) Okay, alright. Thank you Yoochunnie.
He's noticed how Changmin one-touches Jaejoong harder when Jaejoong makes a mistake, teases Junsu when he makes a mistake, pats Yunho on the back when he makes a mistake,laughs at Yoochun when he makes a mistake, instead of going straight to the restroom(blaming everything on himself) when any of them mess up.
voicenote:05-25-08__2109
Yoochun: Changmin, open the door.
Changmin:.....
Yoochun:Changmin, now.
Changmin:(door squeaks) What, hyung?
Yoochun:(sighs) Changmin, it was my fault, not yours. So stop -
Changmin: No. I-I messed up hyung. I was a half a step too early, I saw Yunho-hyung's face, I did mess up! I was half a step -
Yoochun: Changmin shut up. I messed up. Not you, you were perfect today. Okay Changmin? You're the youngest, we're supposed to carry most of our burdens, not you Changmin.
Changmin: ....Okay hyung. Okay.
He's seen how Junsu seems more comfortable onstage, belting out his powerful vibrato without the worry of perfection written on his face. How his stage presence screams out 'I'm hear to sing. Only to sing.'
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(Junsu's voice cracks. He tries to sing again, voice cracks, sniffles, he sings again.)
Yoochun: Junsu! (bangs on door) Junsu!
(Singing stops, door squeaks.)
Junsu: Y-Yeah Chunnie?
Yoochun: You've been singing for hours Su. What's wrong? Your voice cracked more than you actually singing.
(Junsu cries hard.)
Yoochun: Junsu?
Junsu: I-I can't take it anymore! Everyone, everyone expects so much from me when we perform live. They think I should sound the best out of the five everytime. Even when you all have amazing voices too and we're a group, it's not a competition.
Yoochun: ...Have they said anything to you Su?"
Junsu: N-No. But, after we're done, I can see the disappointments in their faces after we're done. It hurts Chun, it hurts. But I thought, I thought if I just tried harder, I can make them stop and -
Yoochun: Junsu. We sing because we love to. We're not here to prove anything. And we're human Su. We can't be our best all the time, our schedules are pretty crazy too, our real fans understand this. So sing for those fans Su.
Junsu: ..Kay Chunnie. (sniffles)
Yoochun thinks he lost the soul to his mate. The No to his Ky. The second M to his first. The Su to his Yoo. And he doesn't know how to get them back.
When Yoochun opens his and Jaejoong's bedroom door he bumps into something and sees a cardboard box in front of his feet with the words: For: Yoochun written in rainbow colored Sharpie on the top. He eyes the package suspiciously,but brings it in the room anyway.
He sees the newest model of his old cellphone packaged inside, and sees a sticky-note attached with instructions.
INSTRUCTIONS TO CHUN
1) GO TO SHORTCUTS
2)CLICK ON MEDIA ICON
3)LISTEN TO EVERYTHING ON THERE
4)BE HAPPY!
(OR JUNSU SWEARS HE WILL EAT YOU! D<)
Yoochun lightly chuckles and does what he's told.
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Jaejoong: Hey Chunnie! Like your neeew shiny phone? It's pretty isn't it? I'm the one who picked it first! Don't believe anything Changmin says okay? Okay. Stop being depressed kay Chun? I can hear your sniffles at night. We're soulmates remember? You can tell me anything. Merry Early Christmas Chun! (kissy noises)
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Yunho: HA. HAHA. HAHA! Hi Noky brother! (laughs) Hope you like your new phone. I wanted to get you the black one, but Jae insisted to get the white one so you won't be emo anymore. I don't think I'll ever understand his logic. I think black suits you more. (Jaejoong: That's because he's always depressed!) ...Anyways! I'm not sure why you've been sad lately, but remember: HA. HAHA. HAHA. Smile Yoochunnie!
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Changmin: Hi hyuung. Stop being a crybaby. Cheer up, it's almost Christmas. You're ruining it with your depressed aura, I can feel it from here. We even got you a new phone, so you should be happy now. Which I spotted first no matter what Jaejoong-hyung says. You believe me, right hyung? Just kidding hyung, we love you, you should know that. We're Double M! Not BMW!
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Junsu: EMOO CHUUN GO AWAAY. HAPPY CHUNCHUN COME OUTT NOOW.
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Jaejoong,Yunho,Changmin,Junsu: We love you Yoochun! Merry Christmas!
Yoochun smiles, smells Jaejoong's Christmas dinner, hears Yunho's compliments of Jaejoong's cooking and Junsu's and Changmin's loud bickering over a video game, and is happy he has his members to glue back his heart together.
a/n: er yeah. it's not even close to christmas. buut it works. well for me. D; i haad to get this one-shot out. so yeaah. i'm not sure if i'm going to be able to finish the book fairy series in..one day. D;