Today marks e end of everything and maybe the start of something. I will cut you out of my life completely. I will and i can do it.

Dont we all wished secretly at times that we could turn back time although we can outrightly deny it when ppl ask us e same Q?

i'm so fucking screwed. i think i'm destined to be screwed for all that i've done. burn in hell cheryl.

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You're still the first person i think of every single morning when i wake up and the last before i sleep.

Good night world.

Today marks another bad dream. I hate dreams and i hope they never come true. How often do one dream i wonder?

Come to think about it. I hate myself for even being elated when you called this evening.

I got a good lot. It says not to go to the extreme, will be stable and blessed. I really hope so. But i still wake up with bad dreams. Its funny hw everytime you have bad dreams you tend to wake up with sleep marks all over. Hmmmm...

I feel my heart pounding every single time the moment i wake up. Its scares me. I feel insecure. I think i need s omeone to answer my prayers. They say you turn to god when you're in despair. Maybe its true.

2nd time in a row i woke up crying. Thank god you were there to hold me in your arms and tell me everything is goin to be okay. I cant imagine how it would be like if you werent here ( Read more... )

yesterdays bus ride was disgusting. i never ever want to sit on 143 again! argh. I dont think anyone has fell back on their head ever. i had abrasions everywhere melvin was shocked at hw many plasters i had on yesterday when we were heading home. Enough said ( Read more... )