will you let me breath?

i'm about ready to implode. if i had more energy i'd explode.

I talked to you this morning about what would happen if I couldn't see you over Christmas. I've never been so sad over a statement of possibility. I've never wanted anything this much and not been able to have it.

Lack of adventure is killing me. :P

(enough to use emo-cons)

I finished writing on the last page of a journal I've had since freshman year of college. and I just started a new one. It's one of those cheap ones from Borders. Mr. Baad gave it to me at graduation.

Best,
Caroline

I don't think I'm going to be able to visit you and this upsets me.

So I'm staying in and writing a paper instead of getting dressed and going out.

I'm such a nervous mess.

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I've been breaking out like crazy, not as bad as this summer. But, still it's pretty bad. My diet has also taken a turn for the worse and I'm finally realizing the stress connection. Now more than before I'm realizing the effect stress has on me. And how unhappy it's making me. Yesterday was a good day, but today's been horrible. Had to get up ( Read more... )