It all about that pink paper clip
A. I am not tired
B. I swore off certain networking sites till march
C. Although this will be updated on FB, I am still holding true to my statement of antisocial behavior.
So I over reacted to a certain situation, knowing I should have expected it.. but I am upset and know this wasn't meant to hurt or be directed. Intentions aside though,I am still hurt.. anyways...
I went out for the first time since NYE to see my friend tonight.. Despite myself fighting the urge to go home, I kept my promise and was able to see my friend and lots of other friends.
Still was a wreck, especially being at Xmortis and knowing that it was going to be off. Which it was, and I was surprisingly able to respect things..though feels like that by now pointing it out may be a little off putting..
So with maybe two mini melt downs, I was able to last a bit tonight. Mo (my friend) was sweet and took me home, we talked a bit more and now I am here.. wanting to be somewhere different. Hoping that in the AM i will attempt ballet again, though we'll have to see since my paycheck was lesser than anticipated and the bills just came in...
we'll see what tomorrow brings... :/ Just wish I had a place to escape to, no clubs or cons for me this weekend...