Do you ever want to do something, completely in the moment, and then you don't, cause you're too shy, or awkward or scared. But then you think about it constantly for the next few days, finally resolving to do it the next time the opportunity arises. But then it's too late, and you will never be in the same situation again.

And then you can't get ( Read more... )

Yesterday I fell asleep at 7:30 while watching the Virgin Suicides on my couch. I woke up at nine, took my drugs, fixed the internet for erik and went to bed. Asleep by 9.30, didn't wake up until 9.30 this morning. I am soooo happy I finally got some sleep. It's a wonderful feeling. Now I feel somewhat like doing stuff. Like studying for my ( Read more... )

Tonight was filled with Metric. Which is WONDERFUL.

Ya know what! My friend Jessica, who is brilliant, and I love her bunches, wrote a song, and recorded it and then sent it to me within hours. I listening to it on repeat for a good hour. It's a seven minute song, so I didn't really listen to it THAT many times. But anyway, I'm just telling you ( Read more... )

I came home and made a cake. It's a "Congratulations on getting the job!" cake. It's for my father.

My mother bought bagels. I'm so tired. Going for a nap.

Today, a teacher of mine told me that I was his sanity. That I should never leave, because then he wouldn't have a reason to come to work each day. He said I looked miserable. He said he bet I couldn't wait to go to the new school. I said yes. And I wanted to cry. Not because I have to leave, but because I am leaving primarily because of all of the ( Read more... )

Where Do I Begin
"Sunday morning I'm waking Up
Can't even focus on a coffee cup
Don't even know who's bed I'm in
Where do I start
Where do I begin"

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Last night I fell asleep full of love. That probably sounds weird doesn't it? Anyway, I was all curled up under my manymanymany covers, and I had my head propped up on my doggie, and I just felt full of love, and happy, and completely content. Which was nice, because I fell asleep easily and my insomnia seems to be going away.

I think it's weird, ( Read more... )

I am cleaning my room, I came home early from school to clean my room. Why? Because it's part of the problem, or I'm making it part of the problem because I can fix this part by coming home early.

As for the resounding "fffffffffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. fuck." on Saturday afternoon. I had a mental ( Read more... )

Because I simpy do not have the patience to glue two very smooth surfaces (ie. aluminium) together, the pop can project has been abandoned.

For concert details, ask Brenna. Her version is the best, because she was conscious the entire time. No kidding.