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spraining ankles at shows after drinking half a bottle of whiskey with OLD friends from highschool who now live in the squat-house around the block who have beautiful perfect girlfriends who dont have phones and riding my bike alot and not caring if my bike is shitty while everyone else is intent on being gearhead number 1. that wasnt much of a ( Read more... )

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tonight was one of those pinnacle nights where alot of things end up happening and a long strung out thought process or question comes to at the least some kind of answer. its terrible when you know what your trying to do to stay with a person not only ruins everything and pushes them away, but makes you feel like a piece of crap after. and then ( Read more... )

i put too much of myself into relationships

too many trips and too few friends seen. just attended portland to play a show. I dont like the new half of my band, and the other parts are still tiring... but free heineken allowed me to wallow about other sad things and forget the band for the time being. Ryan Stively and I escaped his respective port obrien and my dakota slim and drank beer by ( Read more... )

i feel more and more like a useless human being.

every time i fix something, something else breaks, and makes things worse than it was before.

im starting to feel so detached from the central coast.. i really miss it lately. It doesnt help that my mom and brother are moving out to pennsylvania in september, so no more "home" i guess. im gonna miss that house. my family is kind of worrying me too.. my mom has been really worried about my brother because he has aparently been really ( Read more... )

its been a long weekend already

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