// series one - as usual ( Read more... )

Profound apologizes for the lack of updates. It's been one hell of a week. 2 weeks for that fact. On Monday, March 31, I got news that pretty much shattered my world. My parents sat me down and told me that my dad is dying of MDS. MDS is a rare bone marrow disease, and it's sort of like Leukemia. There is no cure, and he cannot get a bone marrow ( Read more... )

Omg, today was sooo tiring. I got up around 7:34, showered, and got ready. Kelly & Erin picked me up about 8:30, and then we went to the MS walk. We walked the whole 6.2 miles. On the way back, they bought a vanilla cigar, and I had some too. Good stuff ( Read more... )

I went through everything in my room today. I got rid of everything. Cigarettes, pyrex, etc. I also took everything that reminded me of Brian, Tim, and Darren, and shoved it all in a box (including diaries) to go into the attic. I feel like crying, but I know that it is time to close that chapter of my life, and start acting good, not to mention ( Read more... )

Mickey lived, thankfully. But I will write about that more in-depth later as opposed to now. I didn't go to school yesterday because my Uncle had a heart attack, and we did not know if we were putting Mickey down or not. So I know that I have a lot of work to catch up on; and I don't want to go to PE today, I don't want to run. *Whines* But ya. I ( Read more... )

It's been a busy week since I've last updated ( Read more... )

I can not wait until tonight!! Katie is coming down from Orlando, and it's going to be so rad because she's spending her spring break here! One week with Katie!! And then next Saturday we are driving her back up to Orlando for the hell of it, because my mom and I haven't been to Orlando since Darren's homecoming in September. So after school today ( Read more... )

I am feeling a little bit better then I did yesterday. My glands aren't as swollen, but I am not 100% better yet. Tomorrow I have to go to school tomorrow to finish up my FCAT. Katie is coming down Friday afternoon instead of Saturday. Saturday night we are most likely going to club Atlantis with Jared and Alan. I can't wait!!! Unfortunatly, after ( Read more... )

Bah, I am sick. I think it all started on Friday, but got worse on Satuday after my date. I came home, and it finally hit me. I was sicker then a dog, and I still am. Last night I didn't fall asleep until 3am. I called Nick around 2 to have him talk me to sleep, but my minutes were running out on my cell phone. Suckage! Anyways, I have to go ( Read more... )

He claims he wants just a "friendship". If he wanted just a friendship, then why would he lead me on in the first place implying that we could be more? That was a wrong thing to do. So last night we were talking, and I asked if there was any hope for us in the future, and that he should tell me the truth so I can stop waiting and making an ass out ( Read more... )