Comments | violaangel0316: what's going on in the world of Kim???

violaangel0316

what's going on in the world of Kim???

Oct 26, 2005 23:55

so....i saw evan for a little today. we watched a video about the marines. i wanted to cry....but i didn't want to get upset about it so i laughed and chuckled instead. all i could think about was being away from him. i can barely stand to spend a day without him. how am i gonna surrive through 3 months being apart? (and thats just for basic) i cry ( Read more... )

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anonymous October 28 2005, 01:27:51 UTC

You cry too much. That doesn't change the way I feel about you even though you don't know who I am. Just face the facts. Evan will do in Iraq all because of something you did or didn't do. When he is out of the picture, you will meet me and we will start our own family together because Evan will be too busy dieing in Iraq for you to start a family. Once we say our "I do's" to each other, you will forget about that little boy named Evan. One day we will meet like I said, but for now, I must remain anonymous until he has past away.

violaangel0316 October 30 2005, 21:44:08 UTC

you have already made some really big plans. but did you take in account that i might not want to marry you? did that thought cross your mind? i mean....if evan passed on (God forbid (i'm knocking on wood right now)) and you asked me out...how are you even sure that i would say yes? if we did date, then how do you know that your feelings for me wont change after you get to know me? there are so many things that i don't think you have thought about. so take a moment and think about....what if your plan never happens? what if i dont fall in love with you? what if you fall out of love with me?
i know that there is a chance of evan dieing in iraq...but there are chances that he will come out of iraq alive. i think he will come out alive.
i will never be able to forget evan. if something where to happen to him (God forbid (i'm knocking on wood right now))i would move on and live cuz thats what i promised him....i could never forget him. you never forget people who are apart of your life. you dont forget. i wont forget.

anonymous October 31 2005, 03:24:12 UTC

It is impossible for me to fall out of love with you. Granted I might just like you at first, I will come to love you just how you say you love Evan. Once Evan is out of the picture, you will find yourself depressed, but then when you think about taking your life because you just can't bear life without Evan I shall come and save you from it. I have thought about all of them.
He will die in Iraq or at least I part of him that will make life with him unbearable. When you find yourself alone without him, I will imbrace you like no other. Evan is not as important to you as you like to believe and you know it. You will forget about him in after he is gone to boot camp we will meet, but you won't know it. Then you will start to fall in love with me and the next time you see Evan it will be over. Well maybe not while he is gone at boot camp, but while he is Iraq or after he is gone. I know you are not as faithful to him as you say you do. So just admit that you don't care for him as much as you say.

violaangel0316 October 31 2005, 03:53:00 UTC

i might know who this is. there is a 90% chance that i am wrong.....but i think i know. this is kind of interesting.....so either i'm right or i'm wrong. i want to know but i dont want to post who i think you are (cuz i dont want everyone to know if i'm wrong).

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hey kim anonymous October 28 2005, 06:24:35 UTC

*purposely ignoring above idiot*

Kim, I can't say anything you don't already know: at times like these when we don't know what's going to happen, we just have to place our faith in the One who does: God. He knew both you and Evan long before either of you were born and He knows what is best for both of you. I know it doesn't make the fear go away completely, but hopefully it can at least reduce it a little bit. Please know that you don't have to face this alone: I know you and I haven't talked much since I went to Trinity and haven't been around much, but I'd be willing to listen any time you just need to talk and let it all out, and I know that Beth and Zack and tons of other people are willing to do that at any time, cuz we all care about you.

You have my prayers,
~JA~

Re: hey kim zackgmurray October 31 2005, 03:21:46 UTC

Agree with the tall guy with the glasses to which I am replying to...he has tendancy to be right on these sort of things.

anonymous November 3 2005, 14:25:29 UTC

For all of those people out who are wondering who was that guy that was posting all this mean stuff about how Kim feels about Evan. It was me, Evan Weilbacher. I wanted to know exactly how she felt on those things and wanted her to realize what she would be getting her self into if we kept dating while I was in the United States Marine Corps. I will admit that I went to far, but that is in the past. For those of you who haven't heard, Kim broke up with me and I didn't want her to, but I support her decision 100% because I couldn't keep her happy. Kim was, is, and will always be the best thing that has happened to me. I know that there is still a chance for us to get back together, but I am aware that there is not a chance. I know whatever she decides will be in the best interest of her and her future. I will miss her more than anybody, but God will know. She has impacted my life for the best, but on the flip side, I have impacted her life for the worse. She might say differently, but if it was for the best then wouldn't we still be ( ... )