so its funny how things you thought you could not control others think you can control....it is really funny....not really cuz this is about my car which is sad ( Read more... )

so my life is still kind of crazy!! here is the update since i havent been on this in over a month and i am really bored right now ( Read more... )

i have been having some health problems and i figured i'd let you guys know whats up ( Read more... )

so school is good (nothing big is going on with that ( Read more... )

so i told my dad that i have a 2.50 gpa....which got him wondering if i still had my uiw scholarship....well he checked into it and he told me that i lost it!!! thats right....i lost over TWO THOUSAND DOLLARS!!!!! my dad is sooooooo upset with me....that he's not even talking to me (same with my mom) this only gives my dad another reason to ( Read more... )

so today i fin myself asking many questions to myself....one being this ( Read more... )

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Start working on the street corner.

Get your resolution here

thats funny!!! lmao

on to something more real....so far this year kind of sucks!!!!....its like a cycle of bad....just cant get away from it!!!!!!!

so i think that i should change my middle name to worries and my last name to too much ( Read more... )

so this house makes me sad!!! i came home tonight and i was happy!!! i went out with evan and then i hang out with a few friends!! i had a good day today.....but then i walk in this house and all the pain and hurt came back to me. so naturally i wrote a few poems and then i read some of my old ones. that made things worse. when i write poetry....is ( Read more... )

so i went over to evans to spend sometime with him (because i have been really busy and we havent seen each other in a while). while i was there i cried so hard.....havent done that in awhile. this is where the amazing thing about evan is.....i was just sitting down on the ground crying and he sits behind me pulls me close and listens to whats ( Read more... )