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I have been talking to a lot of different old friends lately. I have never been so proud. There is a dozen or so friends I lost contact with when I moved to Arizona. I missed out of a large part of their lives. Now a few of them are back in my life. The frist boy I really fell in love with. He is married. Let me just say that it was really hard to ( Read more... )

I have to say, I Love You Matt. You are my reason for living, you are my light, you are my night, and every other corney thing a girl can say. You are it. My dreams are filled of you. You never went into my purse. You gave me your coat. And after all these years you still give me butterflys in my tummy when we kiss. You are the last good guy left. ( Read more... )

What a day I cant keep up. I feel like my life is one large game of catch up. Is it any wonder? I spend all day doing homework. It never ends. It should. Or i am in trouble. I want to go to bed at a normal time, and be able to wake up before 9 and not be sooo tired. What is it that I am doing. I think it called a slow death.

Day after day it is the same thing. Get a job, go to work, go to school. I sit day after day, thinking about the same things. I have a large family, a few good friends, a great boyfriend. Is it bad that I still feel all alone. My boyfriends sister said something earlier to me about feeling alone and I noticed that we all do. Are we all alone in ( Read more... )

Every holiday is like terror. My family is horrid. I am tired of being the kid. Holidays have lost all meaning to me anymore. I have turned into the adult and the kid. I will always be the little sister, or the youngest kid. Then I have to do eveything for everyone else. Watch the kids, run to the store. It just has become to be too much .

Who am I? That is a really funny question. I always wondered if I was a television charter that was made up for other people's amusement. Are we all here for someone else's amusement? Was I born so the kids would have someone to pick on? Was my insurecurites planned? Was it written that when I moved I would lose all the weight and gain the mustle? ( Read more... )