School was blah today... nothing to exciting happened... it kinda of felt like a monday and i had a headache on and off all through the day ( Read more... )

So yeah tonight i came home and worked on my physics car and figured out waht i'm doing and then my family decided to go see Polar express and katie came along... it was so cute, it brought back childhood memories and was really good... it was a lot of fun and got me in the christmas mood even though thanksgiving hasn't even come... oh well... ( Read more... )

So many things running through my mind but i don't know how to explain my feelings on them and i'm really not sure how to explain it...

I hate mondays and it wasn't even a bad one ( Read more... )

Well i'll start with my last football game, the weather actually didn't suck. It was good temperature and it didn't rain but we did however lose... 34 to 0... and our record 1-9... well i never really thought we would be that bad... oh well marching bands over, concert sesson is about to start... kinda of a relief. I was really sick of marching ( Read more... )

Band prom is tomorrow.... i can't wait... it's going to be so much fun ( Read more... )

I feel so stupid... my SAT scores sucked... my best math and verbal combined out the four times i've taken it is only a 1240... i feel like a dumbass... this doesn't help much ( Read more... )

Most of today sucked, it was pretty much a crappy day... i felt like i wanted to cry almost all day... i almost did multiple times, but i ended up not... i can't really explain the feeling that caused it... i just really wish i could fix the many mistakes and stupid things i've done lately but i can't... the only good part of the day was world lit ( Read more... )

I just don't know anymore... well other than i'm going to end up hurting someone... i hate this... life is complicated... why???
I wish i knew what i wanted... i thought i did at first, but i don't know anymore...

I feel like i can't trust certain people anymore and it hurts... mostly it hurts that i thought i could trust them and they have lost that... oh well life goes on ( Read more... )