I am so.. annoyingly happy. It's like this time of the year I get so.. meh heh ehH BLAHH.

but I like it.

everyones so happy.

i feel like i havent talked to james in about 238408 days, but its really only been since last night. but i miss him like mad. omg.. is this... the L word? =\

i wish that the Giants would actually win a game.

and I wish I wasn't hungry all the time.

and I wish I could have gone to that women's rights rally in DC over the weekend.

and I wish that it wasn't 29734928374982734 degrees outside.

and I wish that I had James with me right now.

MYEHHH.

dun-dun-dunnnn. sometimes i wish i had theatrical music that could play whenever i walked into a room, or down the street, or just crazy nonsense like that ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream that my legs were being eaten by sharks, and it was the worst pain ever. i was kicking and stuff, and probably yelling in my sleep, and when i woke up.. one of my legs was pinned between the wall and my bed, which is hard to do and rather painful, and with the other i was kicking the wall. now my foot has a huge bruise on ( Read more... )

i haven't talked to you for, oh I don't know.. maybe almost 2 weeks now. and i don't want to say it but I'm missing you. I miss talking to you sometimes and I miss a lot of things... about you. I don't want to. It's like... you're cancer to me. I know you're not good.. but you don't seem to go away. Truth is, I don't want you to. No, it's not what ( Read more... )

brief update as to the happenings of my life ( Read more... )

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01:: Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it ( Read more... )

i'm so exhausted. all the time... like i don't even want to move now, i just want to fucking sleep for days. i want to crawl into bed and just fucking sleep. but even when i do get sleep, it's like i wake up feeling just as restless as when i went to bed...

what the fuck is wrong with me? probably nothing... but man, i just want to not be tired.

WEEEELL. i really have nothing to say... i'm happy. i <3 james. things couldn't be better I guess... except if it were summer time. mm summer time... i might be going to NY when warped is gonna be there... so if any of you will be going to warped on like August 7th or w.eva... lemme know ( Read more... )