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beth imed me today and i dont know... we ended up going to lunch... drunk after drinking at her house hahaha... im talking to her right now on aim...
sweetange111baby: whats with the depressing away message?
Auto response from todd js edge: baby i'm not a poet, but id write anything you dreamed of in my blood.
todd js edge: dont talk to me... im not in the mood for your god damn shit talk and drama.
sweetange111baby: im not tryin to start anything!
sweetange111baby: you just seem realy sad.
todd js edge: well ive been fucked with for the last two weeks... im not exactly fucking happy.
sweetange111baby: do you wana talk about it??
todd js edge: not particularly
sweetange111baby: are you sure
todd js edge: did that stupid cunt ask you to IM me?
sweetange111baby: wow jeez LANGUAGE!
sweetange111baby: i just wanted to be nice.
todd js edge: do you really blame me for being rude to you?
todd js edge: we broke up... so you run to my ex and have a todd shit talking fun bash... and now you want to talk to me like everythings legit and cool...
todd js edge: yea for sure. no.
sweetange111baby: im realy sorry i was just realy hurt and idk
sweetange111baby: plz forgive me.
todd js edge: whatever...
sweetange111baby: :( todd
sweetange111baby: im realy sorry.
todd js edge: i dont care... its fine... whatever.
sweetange111baby: i read your journal
sweetange111baby: im sorry
todd js edge: its just stupid... i cant believe i keep going back.
sweetange111baby: ya :-/
todd js edge: i just dont want her in my life anymore... too many fucking memories... and she had that fucking miscarriage... but i dont know if i really believe she "miscarried" i think she did something...
sweetange111baby: its not my place to say
todd js edge: she got an abortion didnt she?
sweetange111baby: i cant tell you
todd js edge: answers my question...
todd js edge: whatever... i just try to tell myself shes a slut and its not mine.
todd js edge: hahahha.
sweetange111baby: shes still my friend.
todd js edge: thats cool... i dont really care.
sweetange111baby: :-/ uhh hah
todd js edge: im fucking hungry
todd js edge: so whats been up?
sweetange111baby: just school and hangin out
sweetange111baby: how about you?
todd js edge: ha.
todd js edge: drinking... alot.
sweetange111baby: hah... me to!
sweetange111baby: do you want to come over
sweetange111baby: i have some malibu
todd js edge: malibus for pussies.
sweetange111baby: LOL you kno you want tooooo
todd js edge: nah
sweetange111baby: well you shud
todd js edge: thats a long drive
sweetange111baby: it will be worth it i promise
todd js edge: oh really
sweetange111baby: realy.
todd js edge: well if you feed me food... i guess...
todd js edge: haha
todd js edge: ill be over in like 30...
sweetange111baby: alrite. see ya then.
needless to say i went over there... i got a little drunk. i went over there around 11 30... we made out a little bit... she wanted it... but i wasnt into it... so now shes talking to me on aim... or was... she signed off.
sweetange111baby: i still think your a realy good kisser
todd js edge: thanks...
todd js edge: what are you doing?
sweetange111baby: drinkin...
sweetange111baby: im a little drunk stil.
todd js edge: yea me too...
sweetange111baby: did you have fun
todd js edge: yea... did you?
sweetange111baby: ya i did...
sweetange111baby: for whatever reason IF you talk to sarah
sweetange111baby: plz dont tell her we made out
todd js edge: alright... but if she finds out thats on you...
sweetange111baby: alrite.
sweetange111baby: i realy wish you wuldve been down to go all the way.
todd js edge: im tired of drunk sex...
todd js edge: i want to be sober the next time i have sex...
sweetange111baby: we wernt that drunk
sweetange111baby: just buzzed.
todd js edge: so... i didnt want to regret it.
sweetange111baby: i still really care about you :-/
todd js edge: beth your a cool girl... but i just cant attach myself to somebody...
todd js edge: right now...
todd js edge: i know i made an irrationally decision last time...
sweetange111baby: no i know
todd js edge: i cheated and was an asshole
todd js edge: and especially when it came to breaking up with you...
todd js edge: theres a million other dudes out there
todd js edge: a lot fucking better then me...
sweetange111baby: your a good guy
todd js edge: nah
sweetange111baby: you realy are :-/ you just need to see it
todd js edge: yea... i guess
todd js edge: haha... thanks for the picture
sweetange111baby: hehe you like?
todd js edge: yea... hah
sweetange111baby: sure you dont wana come over again
sweetange111baby: ;)
todd js edge: sexy n00dz... hmmm tempting.
sweetange111baby: do you think things cud ever work out betwen us
todd js edge: i dont know bethany
todd js edge: im so far from the right state of mind to be in anythigng with now
todd js edge: your cute... sweet... kind of a drama queen
sweetange111baby: hey!
todd js edge: well.. kind of killed it when you started talking to her
sweetange111baby: for the record she started talking to me
todd js edge: well.. you talked back.. right
sweetange111baby: she seemed like she needed a friend
todd js edge: she wheels many people into her trap to pity her and feel bad for her...
sweetange111baby: :-/
todd js edge: it doesnt matter...
sweetange111baby signed off at 8:15:45 PM
she texted me... and said she was kicked off... and wont let her back on...
ahhh... this is going to get me in trouble.
night.
sweetange111baby: whats with the depressing away message?
Auto response from todd js edge: baby i'm not a poet, but id write anything you dreamed of in my blood.
todd js edge: dont talk to me... im not in the mood for your god damn shit talk and drama.
sweetange111baby: im not tryin to start anything!
sweetange111baby: you just seem realy sad.
todd js edge: well ive been fucked with for the last two weeks... im not exactly fucking happy.
sweetange111baby: do you wana talk about it??
todd js edge: not particularly
sweetange111baby: are you sure
todd js edge: did that stupid cunt ask you to IM me?
sweetange111baby: wow jeez LANGUAGE!
sweetange111baby: i just wanted to be nice.
todd js edge: do you really blame me for being rude to you?
todd js edge: we broke up... so you run to my ex and have a todd shit talking fun bash... and now you want to talk to me like everythings legit and cool...
todd js edge: yea for sure. no.
sweetange111baby: im realy sorry i was just realy hurt and idk
sweetange111baby: plz forgive me.
todd js edge: whatever...
sweetange111baby: :( todd
sweetange111baby: im realy sorry.
todd js edge: i dont care... its fine... whatever.
sweetange111baby: i read your journal
sweetange111baby: im sorry
todd js edge: its just stupid... i cant believe i keep going back.
sweetange111baby: ya :-/
todd js edge: i just dont want her in my life anymore... too many fucking memories... and she had that fucking miscarriage... but i dont know if i really believe she "miscarried" i think she did something...
sweetange111baby: its not my place to say
todd js edge: she got an abortion didnt she?
sweetange111baby: i cant tell you
todd js edge: answers my question...
todd js edge: whatever... i just try to tell myself shes a slut and its not mine.
todd js edge: hahahha.
sweetange111baby: shes still my friend.
todd js edge: thats cool... i dont really care.
sweetange111baby: :-/ uhh hah
todd js edge: im fucking hungry
todd js edge: so whats been up?
sweetange111baby: just school and hangin out
sweetange111baby: how about you?
todd js edge: ha.
todd js edge: drinking... alot.
sweetange111baby: hah... me to!
sweetange111baby: do you want to come over
sweetange111baby: i have some malibu
todd js edge: malibus for pussies.
sweetange111baby: LOL you kno you want tooooo
todd js edge: nah
sweetange111baby: well you shud
todd js edge: thats a long drive
sweetange111baby: it will be worth it i promise
todd js edge: oh really
sweetange111baby: realy.
todd js edge: well if you feed me food... i guess...
todd js edge: haha
todd js edge: ill be over in like 30...
sweetange111baby: alrite. see ya then.
needless to say i went over there... i got a little drunk. i went over there around 11 30... we made out a little bit... she wanted it... but i wasnt into it... so now shes talking to me on aim... or was... she signed off.
sweetange111baby: i still think your a realy good kisser
todd js edge: thanks...
todd js edge: what are you doing?
sweetange111baby: drinkin...
sweetange111baby: im a little drunk stil.
todd js edge: yea me too...
sweetange111baby: did you have fun
todd js edge: yea... did you?
sweetange111baby: ya i did...
sweetange111baby: for whatever reason IF you talk to sarah
sweetange111baby: plz dont tell her we made out
todd js edge: alright... but if she finds out thats on you...
sweetange111baby: alrite.
sweetange111baby: i realy wish you wuldve been down to go all the way.
todd js edge: im tired of drunk sex...
todd js edge: i want to be sober the next time i have sex...
sweetange111baby: we wernt that drunk
sweetange111baby: just buzzed.
todd js edge: so... i didnt want to regret it.
sweetange111baby: i still really care about you :-/
todd js edge: beth your a cool girl... but i just cant attach myself to somebody...
todd js edge: right now...
todd js edge: i know i made an irrationally decision last time...
sweetange111baby: no i know
todd js edge: i cheated and was an asshole
todd js edge: and especially when it came to breaking up with you...
todd js edge: theres a million other dudes out there
todd js edge: a lot fucking better then me...
sweetange111baby: your a good guy
todd js edge: nah
sweetange111baby: you realy are :-/ you just need to see it
todd js edge: yea... i guess
todd js edge: haha... thanks for the picture
sweetange111baby: hehe you like?
todd js edge: yea... hah
sweetange111baby: sure you dont wana come over again
sweetange111baby: ;)
todd js edge: sexy n00dz... hmmm tempting.
sweetange111baby: do you think things cud ever work out betwen us
todd js edge: i dont know bethany
todd js edge: im so far from the right state of mind to be in anythigng with now
todd js edge: your cute... sweet... kind of a drama queen
sweetange111baby: hey!
todd js edge: well.. kind of killed it when you started talking to her
sweetange111baby: for the record she started talking to me
todd js edge: well.. you talked back.. right
sweetange111baby: she seemed like she needed a friend
todd js edge: she wheels many people into her trap to pity her and feel bad for her...
sweetange111baby: :-/
todd js edge: it doesnt matter...
sweetange111baby signed off at 8:15:45 PM
she texted me... and said she was kicked off... and wont let her back on...
ahhh... this is going to get me in trouble.
night.