...meh...

[violentangel]

You know, I'm in a really weird mood tonight. I feel very alone and pre-MAN ish. I feel very much like I did when I was involved with Psycho Josh (PJ). I could actually cry. Unusual. Good thing I still have this thing to write in. Good to know that maybe someone will read, someone will listen

Comments

[heybeautifulday]

It is nice to see a post from you. Ugh, who am I to comment though, Im rarely around this thing myself. I wish we lived closer because regardless of your preferences you know we would always do girly things together. And lets face it, you love me! :D
Cant wait to see you next girl. xoxo

[angelsmum]

Hello love!

Maybe should tell him openly and honestly that it bothers you. Let him know you are not angry but it makes you feel bad, for various reasons. IDK. I used to like porn but as I get older it just doesn't do anything for me...it objectifies women and apparantly a lot of women who end up in porn have been abused sexually...the more I find out about it the less I want to do with it.

Anyway I don't have too much advice but yes I am here and I am listening!

[xxmisfits6xx]

so um... yeah i miss the hell out of you and you should call meh!

[squirrelabert]

You should return to us and post more often. I miss you!

I would let the MAN know...sometimes, it is best to get it out in the open. Maybe you already did tell him, I'm not sure.
Good luck in that situation. Baggage that lurks around for guys in the past is the worst. It hurts and when it gets open, it's like a wound that won't stop bleeding, you know? Ugh. Boys.

[superblackmax]

Hello!
I got your message! Hope things are getting better. I don't use AIM anymore, but you can message me through myspace. I check that often enough. Take care!

-Ricky