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[violentdragking]

Bentley died yesterday. If I had taken him to an emergency vet, instead of deciding to wait until Monday morning when our vet was open, he'd probably still be alive. I was worried about how much they cost can you believe that? I'm a horrible fucking person, I let my dog, my fucking best friend, die because I was fucking cheap.

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[pint_of_boyd]

Honey.
Don't think that way. Things like this happen. If you need anything, text me.
*hugs*

[luna_redmoon]

dont think like that... i know how you feel. i really do. i feel terrible for asking you to bring him up with the puppies... but i am glad he liked car rides and...well...it was peaceful. with the ones he loves. and something he enjoys. i talked to riley here awhile back. i told him. sometimes i dont know why i tell him things like that but i swear he understands cause he acted really sad and moped around all day... he has yet to find a buddy he loves as much as his "adopted brother" heh

[violentdragking]

He really loved car rides...and I think he probably went in his sleep. I really hope he wasn't in pain...it was always hard to tell when he hurt, he was such a stoic dog. I keep thinking if I had only just gone to the e-vet on Sunday instead of waiting...he'd probably still be alive. I still talk to him sometimes, too...he's buried at my parent's house, and when I'm there sometimes I go sit by his grave, and tell him about things, about how much Maggie acts like him, that I think he'd like her...

I still have his picture with Riley and Lou on my phone, and his pictures up on our walls...I can't bear to take them down. He was like our child...and he was supposed to be with us for years to come.

[luna_redmoon]

seems weird talking on here like this...lol