thank you eddie for making everything seem better <3333
i wrote this in my LJ 2 years ago"you have been through it all before... and there is always something missing.. something off that just ruins the whole person
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I sent you mail today. Dave and Nate keep bugging me about the letter(s) you're gonna send. I'm looking forward to it too. Here's something I felt like typing today...
"Shotgun kiss from me to you and I'm nothing more. It's strange to hear you sound like you don't need me anymore. When all those thoughts of cradles fall apart and melt away, there's no time for a reaction, just the honesty to say; Once again I've done my job of pushing you away, it's the rise and fall, the beginning and the end of another day. The traps I've set, the risks I take. The one that got away. I sit down and wonder why the weight of the world is all I ever have to give. So write me off, I'm just another mistake of what you want me to be. Digging to get nowhere I surround myself with good luck charms. Useless and intangible, I keep on moving straight ahead. A sad, sad situation, make a decision execute and fall. Aching to move on. The weight of the world is all I ever have to give, so write me off as just another mistake...."
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things went good tonight, and no i did not ask her, thanks for calling though, i enjoyed that. trying to explain who you are was fun, haha
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"Shotgun kiss from me to you and I'm nothing more. It's strange to hear you sound like you don't need me anymore. When all those thoughts of cradles fall apart and melt away, there's no time for a reaction, just the honesty to say; Once again I've done my job of pushing you away, it's the rise and fall, the beginning and the end of another day. The traps I've set, the risks I take. The one that got away. I sit down and wonder why the weight of the world is all I ever have to give. So write me off, I'm just another mistake of what you want me to be. Digging to get nowhere I surround myself with good luck charms. Useless and intangible, I keep on moving straight ahead. A sad, sad situation, make a decision execute and fall. Aching to move on. The weight of the world is all I ever have to give, so write me off as just another mistake...."
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