weird emotions of fullness and emptiness***

[violentsoul]

so this afternoon I am going in Lille and then at my parents

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[coco_pops76]

i mailed your b'day present on wednesday...hope it arrives in time. hugs xxx

[violentsoul]

I am glad you are still there Coco!!!
I have missed you!
You surely didn't have much time these days?

I'll probably get it tomorrow;) so when I'll come back on sunday evening:)yay!
It'll make my day:)

Much love and faery glitter***
Have a nice weekend dear kirsty

[timidtyrant]

::coo::
I'd like to come to France, and go places with you.

[violentsoul]

:)you'll be welcome anyway:)
I could be your big sister;)

smiles***
hope you had a nice weekend sweet Gail!

[timidtyrant]

yes, and I hope you had a magnificant one as well!

[lindis]

I hope that you will have a nice weekend and birthday! :)

*hugs*

[violentsoul]

:) I loved your card so cute:) and the gifts made my day thanks so much Linda***

[lindis]

Yay! It was so little, but I am glad you could enjoy it, and that your birthday was good! :D

[violentsoul]

ahah don't say it was little:) sometimes the tiniest things can really make you happier than big expensive things you don't care etc...
that was really kind of you:)***

[dorsia]

I think you've communicated perfectly what is one of my biggest problems, too -- that feeling of fullness and emptiness, simultaneously, every day! And every day, I'm trying to fill up the emptiness, and empty the fullness.

Those quotes are beautiful, especially the Khuddaka Nikaya one, thank you for posting them!!

[violentsoul]

It's great then my dear to understand each other so well,feels less alone:)
yes this quote is so full of unconditionnal acceptance I love that:) we interprete too much( myself way toooooo much,leads to paranoia;p)and we want to change others,we would love them to act in a different way sometimes...that's sad and useless...

thanks for the bday wishes***

lots of shooting stars****

[dorsia]

we interprete too much( myself way toooooo much,leads to paranoia;p)and we want to change others,we would love them to act in a different way sometimes...that's sad and useless...

I agree with you so strongly at this very moment, I have no words to express how much I agree, haha. And I woke up this morning feeling so peaceful about everything, I just want to hang onto that all day... and tomorrow... and forever. :D

And to share it if I can!

[violentsoul]

ah dear Rory!
You can hang onto that for ever,you just have to decide who leads your life and the way you want to feel:)

I have realised that the times I have interpreted things and wanted to change others etc,I mostly felt sad of course...

It never easy to stop interpreting,because we are occidental and we have been breed along a culture of interpretation,and many things in society,codes and ways to behave,I dont know ,I can't talk clearly about it here,but really we can move on,away from this...embrace our imperfection,and other's too at the same time:)
when I just welcome feelings and way to behave of others towards me,I feel more peaceful:)

Take good care,hope the day was sweet:)

[dumbfool]

A very Happy Birthday to you and wishing you many more to come. It's a special day for you worth celebrating so I hope you have a great day.

[violentsoul]

thank you:) things were nice,I'd wish things would be better for you real soon,I am sorry that you seem to feel so bad...guess we'll chat soon!

bright blessings and lots of pansies***