good luck on getting an appointment, this pain in your hands must be really tough :( it's quite a philosophical question, i'm not sure if there really is a meaning behind everything. personally i think we can find a meaning, give things a meaning although some things are just too horrible like rape and murder and such. well, and as you know i don't believe in a god/goddess, only in some kind of power that is neither good nor bad, it just is so both good and bad things will happen. but this is only my belief and not the truth or anything :) i'm not that calm myself either, some people are like that and others need to let their emotions out. as long as we can control it, there's nothing wrong about it :) well, have a nice day my dear - once again i'm in the office wishing i could go outside... ***blessed be***
i understand you want to go outside,it s so pretty and sunny today yes my fingers pain is quite boring and really uncomfortable I should be away from comp the whole days you know as it s not good and I should stop writing letters today I should just let my hands and articulations sleep and have some good rest but I just cannot! I would get bored! I need to chat and reach others!
alas when I think about Tori amos 's rape for istand I still can give it a meaning,which is maybe awful ...I can understand the pain she has suffered,well I try to anyway,but all this has made her be what she is now,she has done so much for her fundation called Rainn for women who suffered from rape etc it leads to so much power,so much beauty and so much strenght I still cannot know if she would have done all she did without it which is awful words indeed,because she surely still can forget this terrible event inher existence and I would never enjoy to live this..anyway maybe you can understand what I mean here...
i know how you feel, the past days i felt so without life because i was either too busy or too tired for letters or creativity... i felt like i wasn't living :(
i understand your point, makes perfect sense to me. maybe i'm just sensitive because i've often heard people use similar thoughts as some kind of apology or justification for such horrible things. the worst thing i ever heard was crap about karma like the Jewish victims in the Third Reich all kind of "deserved" it cos they had bad karma and did something bad in their previous lives... it made me SO sick and angry to hear this. that person also said "this happened for a reason" but of course i know you didn't mean it that way, don't worry! i'm just over-sensitive about anyone saying everythign happens for a reason, it's a difficult subject. ***blessed be***
but I guess it's just silly people who said that kind of absurd things...so no need to matter,no need to feel anything on this...these people don't deserve attention though they try hard to by provocating etc
I know what you mean...when people die at a young age,or when someone loses someone close to them through death then I find it very very hard to say " things happen for a reason" ahah I am not unhuman...i try hard to find reasons,but of course with death I really find it hard to understand...maybe it s because it's a mystery...Oh god I have the beginning of an headache...:/
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it's quite a philosophical question, i'm not sure if there really is a meaning behind everything. personally i think we can find a meaning, give things a meaning although some things are just too horrible like rape and murder and such. well, and as you know i don't believe in a god/goddess, only in some kind of power that is neither good nor bad, it just is so both good and bad things will happen. but this is only my belief and not the truth or anything :)
i'm not that calm myself either, some people are like that and others need to let their emotions out. as long as we can control it, there's nothing wrong about it :)
well, have a nice day my dear - once again i'm in the office wishing i could go outside...
***blessed be***
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yes my fingers pain is quite boring and really uncomfortable
I should be away from comp the whole days you know
as it s not good and I should stop writing letters today
I should just let my hands and articulations sleep and have some good rest
but I just cannot!
I would get bored!
I need to chat and reach others!
alas when I think about Tori amos 's rape for istand I still can give it a meaning,which is maybe awful ...I can understand the pain she has suffered,well I try to anyway,but all this has made her be what she is now,she has done so much for her fundation called Rainn for women who suffered from rape etc
it leads to so much power,so much beauty and so much strenght
I still cannot know if she would have done all she did without it which is awful words indeed,because she surely still can forget this terrible event inher existence and I would never enjoy to live this..anyway maybe you can understand what I mean here...
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i understand your point, makes perfect sense to me. maybe i'm just sensitive because i've often heard people use similar thoughts as some kind of apology or justification for such horrible things. the worst thing i ever heard was crap about karma like the Jewish victims in the Third Reich all kind of "deserved" it cos they had bad karma and did something bad in their previous lives... it made me SO sick and angry to hear this. that person also said "this happened for a reason" but of course i know you didn't mean it that way, don't worry! i'm just over-sensitive about anyone saying everythign happens for a reason, it's a difficult subject.
***blessed be***
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I know what you mean...when people die at a young age,or when someone loses someone close to them through death then I find it very very hard to say " things happen for a reason" ahah I am not unhuman...i try hard to find reasons,but of course with death I really find it hard to understand...maybe it s because it's a mystery...Oh god I have the beginning of an headache...:/
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