"I'm so tired i can't sleeeeeep" anyhoo... im up and there's nothing else to do but write in here. *sigh* i dont even know what to talk about haha! oh... i changed my picture isnt that just the cutest thing you ever saw! uhm yeah so im gonna go theres nothing here for me. maybe i'll try to sleep. hope everyone is doing well!!! luv jess

so life is almost wonderful. at least i have a wonderful boyfriend. everything else doesnt seem to fit. i feel so horrible that i always complain about work and school- the two main things on my unstable mind- to sean. if you complain to someone who's actually in a good mood, it more than likely brings them down. and its ok the first couple of ( Read more... )

its really late and i should probably be in bed. i of course cannot sleep but its not because i have a lot of things on my mind,its because in all i took a 3 hour nap. i love sleepin but then again i hate it.there has to be more to do with my life. at least i finally have another job.. its at office depot with my friend kym. it's better than ( Read more... )

>ok so sean's in jacksonville doing the espn thing! im sooo sad lol! i mean its not that bad because i know he misses me like woah too! haha but like blahhhhh i dunno what to do with myself! i just want to see him soon ( Read more... )

hey so i was feeling a little bad earlier but things are fine. im not worried so much anymore<3 but anyhoo i am tired so im gonna go to bed <3

so i was weird again today! i hate it so bad! now that it's starting to bother sean i want my moodyness to stop! this whole monthly thing is lame! i really dont want my weirdness to come between him and i! its so frickin rediculous that i have to feel this way. gosh i hope sean isnt mad at me, he says he isnt so i should believe him! anyways i ( Read more... )

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~*so today was fun. i love hangin out with him soo much i could never get tired of him. only scared to death that he will get tired of me just because it happened every single time in the past. but why judge things on past expirences right? i dont mean to at all. its just like... automatic i guess. i mean i hate myself so much that i dont have ( Read more... )

so for the past couple days i have been hangin out with sean <3.. hopefully he isnt getting tired of me yet hehe...we went to the bodies exhibit on friday i think. then since it was in tampa anyways we went to university mall.he bought a freddy cougar sweater and hat and i bought a guitar... lol what a freakin place to buy a guitar.. its kinda nice ( Read more... )

i guess i should update this since i did actually remember my password and all...i dunno where to begin i would have to say that he is the coolest boyfriend ever...i dont feel like a loser around him hehe. i dont really worry about things.. i mean i do but no so much..to sum it up hes the greatest! i havent gotten him figured out yet but thats the ( Read more... )