lots of thinking ....

[violet423]

I don't know why but lately a lot of issues from my past have been coming up. Maybe it's part of finding out who I am. It's a lonely process and I hate it. I'm not even sure I'll know when I've found me! Maybe it's just finally being comfortable with yourself. Which I'm really close too ... I just really want to get on this diet and exercise

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[bloodied_x_up]

I know you think you should be adjusting to motherhood but listen here. You will never be fully adjusted to it because every day you will see your daughter growing up and start dating and everything. You will never be 100% adjusted to it. Just remmber that. There will be times when you just want to cry from the stress and the hurt and everything, but it's life. And wether you and Andy get married or not just remmber that what ever happens will happen for a reason. Just like you haveing a child with Andy and not my brother. That happend for a reason. I love you darling, even though we hardly talk anymore.