I am going on a cruise at the end of May to the Carribean. Yay!!! I am so excited. I got my pics developed, Matt!!! They are so cute!!! I also have a pic of you in your car unknowingly posing for my camera. Also, pics of our boobs for Julie's mantle!!!! Yay!!!! Okay must go.

I am in Maine right now at Brian's cousin's house and they're are a plethora of loud drunk girls, Brian is a dick, I am starving, i have a horrible fucking headache, it is far too cold to go outside and have a cigarette(or butt as they call it here- which Brian has now adopted using this annoying term), i am lonely as hell. This is hell...frozen ( Read more... )

and it maine-ly sucks.

I am suffering from the worst hangover in the history of mankind except for that time I had alcohol poisoning. I puked my guts out all night long but, not before I lost my driver's license which is of great importance considering I am leaving the country tomorrow. I found out today that Morgan Mulloy's brother had it and I had to go pick it up ( Read more... )

i am an awful, awful person. just awful. it's okay because nobody knows it but me. No, Everybody knows I'm awful...i meant nobody knows........ i need a sno-cone. oh shit! no, no I don't. See? I'm awful.

Maybe it's the PMS. Maybe it's the rejection at all sides of me. Maybe it's that people suck. Maybe it's that people will never know or understand anything about me. People are cruel and selfish. I wake up everyday in a pure , untouched mood... I am happy. Then, there is always something or someone there to remind me of how unimportant I am ( Read more... )

Ugh. I woke up with a hangover, and my kidneys hurt. When I walk, there is a really sharp pain shooting through the small of my back down both legs. Ouch. Also, I was really drunk last night and decided to skateboard in flipflops with my 7 lb. purse hanging from my torso(and a cigarette in one hand/ beer in the other). I am really hurting ( Read more... )

There is a slight hint of fall in the air today. Yay!!! OKay, I finally told alicia about BRIAN!!!!!! I can finally write Boy's Name out loud. No, that's not out loud. You know what I mean!!!! Everyone is cool with it. Mike and Alicia FINALLY broke up, it's for real this time. Also, my ass hurts today. BAD!!!!!! (MORE ON THAT IN MY PRIVATE ( Read more... )

Okay, We dyed my hair today. It is so-o ugly. Also, I am fat. My life is seeming to only now consist of me working and then drinking beer after working. Me and Boy are doing well, I s'pose. I don't really have much to say except that I am really bored. I ordered chinese today from Pearl. I swear that the lady always answers," ( Read more... )

I am watching E! True Hollywood Story on Shannen Doherty. She got in a fight with some lady Bone-ita Money. And, then she lost her spokesmodel title for Gitano jeans. Poor girl. It finally rained here. It's all cloudy, wet, and gray outside. I don't have any lights turned on and all the windows are open, so there is a very gloomy feel. I've ( Read more... )