Meh

[violetmagenta]

It's half 2 and I'm already bored senseless. I get the feeling that today is going to be a long one! The worst thing is that it's actually a day off, but because of having Tuesday and Wednesday off too this week, I've kinda exhausted anything worth doing and most people are gonna be at work. Meh

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[midnightschilde]

I don’t think you are being at all horrible. Having been in very similar situations myself I sympathise with how frustrating it can be :( I had to leave my last relationship because I felt I was expected to mother and it's really not my thing, and destroyed anything I found attractive in him. I hope he does try, because you are certainly worth the effort! Don't ever think you are expecting too much, you really aren’t. Making an effort, or at very least discussing why you can't/aren't making an effort are essentials

[violetmagenta]

Thank you. *massive huggles* I'm glad you don't think I'm being horrible, especially since you do know us both. Hopefully he will try to make more effort with things because like you said, it stops you finding them attractive when they seem dependent on you.

As for the money thing, I don't actually have more money. He's working whereas I'm a student and I don't even have a part time job at the moment. I realise that he doesn't have a lot of spare cash, but I'm sure he has atleast as much as me. I'm happy to go halves with things, but even when I do, I automatically pay more because I'm the one that's paid the petrol to drive us to wherever we happen to be and back. Ah well, the money thing isn't that important, I don't mind paying more, so long as the expectation isn't there.

And yey for drinking tea again! I love black tea, though it does get kinda powdery at the bottom so I tend to make a big mug so it doesn't matter about leaving the last bit. And Blaqk Audio are awesomeness, I definitely reccomend the album, 'Cex Cells.' :D

[debsg]

Definitely not unfair or horrible. Sometimes the male of the species need it spelling out, in no uncertain terms.

Sitting here with a camomile herbal tea.

<-- drinks lots of black herbal tea. Love me herbs hehe.

[violetmagenta]

Thank you, and yeps, this male in particular definitely needs it spelling out. *sigh*

Tea is good though. I don't like herbal stuff, I'm a Tetley's girl all the way! :P