I love my chocolete fountain from Jerbear.

hahaha, update.
Ryan sucks.
So do a lot of boys.
And people.

I freakin miss Jimi soo much.

I'm having a bad day.
I just got yelled at by my dads new girlfriend.
Not yelled at.
Umm, confronted?
And uh, she was telling me how
I make her uncomfortable here?
How I make her feel like I don't want her here?
Uhh, I'm 16. 
Duh, there's days I don't want anyone here.
How ( Read more... )

DATE 3 TOMORROW!!

Jimmy's grad party, 
and then Pauls grad party!

3!??!
This is seriously unusual
lol
But I'm not complaning!!

& maybee Darien Lake Tuesday!!
<333

I'm going to the drive-in with ryan tonighttt!

2nd date!!

New Record!!

lol, seeing as, the past, ohh 4, I havnt wanted to see past the first one!!

How exciting!

<3
I lovee love!

wake tonight....
:[

Luckily I got to hang out with two wonderful gentlemen today
Mr. David Nasca and I had a yummy breakfast together at his house
\& then Ryan took me out for ice cream!
scoree!

Now the fun stuff...
:'[

At the moment...
I'm beyond expressing my emotions.
It's almost impossible....
It just dosn't seem fair.
Two people.
Less than Two weeks.
Two people I knew.
Two people whos' lives were cut too short.
Two people who went to the same school....
It's just not right

Jessica was an amazing girl...
She wasn't that well liked, 
but the people who knew her loved her ( Read more... )

It's just been an over-all crappy week
For oneee, 
on 6/6/06, of ALL DAYS, Jessica hadta get killed.
So that's been rough
the wake was unbelieveably difficult...
& then my fundraiser hadta get messed around withh.

Secondlyy,
the people I work(ed) for are assholes
There's no other word
"Rene, you've GOT to learn the ropes here! So why don't you sweep the ( Read more... )

I had to babysit all night
and now I'm fighting with my friend david
Because, i dont know
But I hate fighing
a whole heck of a lot.
But Im just kinda tired of being pushed around.
Ohhhhh welll,

I think I am in LOVE with Newfane HIghschool.
My luinch room has likee, 30ish people in it I think.
& really, it's quite dull....
there's been 2 fights all year
BUT STILL...
Today, I went to get lunch and the lunch lady says to me
"Usual?"
and I'm like "uhh....yeah?"
and I'm wondering what the heck shes talking about
because I havnt gotten a sandwich in ( Read more... )