Things are looking up:

Basketball=good times&&good games
Mo's birthday (I love that girl)
Christmas is sooon!!
Basketball tournament at the shore this weekend! (happiness x 10!)
Talking to old friends again.

...but boys will always suck.
Grades will never be good enough,
and parents will always argue.

My mom went to the doctors today.
There is something wrong.
My dad went to the doctors yesterday.
He's getting worse.
My grandpa is getting cancer again
...for the 3rd time.
My dog has got an ear infection
My parents are fighting again.
I hope someone doesn't leave.

Anyone wanna cheer me up?

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If this weekend isn't good
I think I am going to start
violinxslitting my wrists.
oh god I'm clever.
But really you know your life
is bad when your passwords start to
begin with fuck.
Or maybe that's just easy to remember?

There is only one thing I know that I want
And it is the only one thing I know I can't have.

FANCY DINNER PARTY

love this girl

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I don't believe in that good karam shit anymore.
What the hell have I done wrong?
I'm consitantly working my ass off all the time, and I don't get shit in return.
Life fucking blows right now, and everyone should just fuck off.
Why do people have to be such assholes?

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Last night was fun
I could have had more fun if my mom wasn't a total bitch.
But she is.
But I had a good time anyway.
Got to talk to some people who I haven't talked to in a while
and some people who I have never talked to before in my life.
So all is well.
Basketball game in two hours.
Hope I do well, cause that would make me even happier : ]]

School isn't bad
Basketball has been better then ever before.
and no one has any idea how happy that makes me.
So I guess things are looking up.
But then again boys fucking suck.
How can you like someone so much?
Chh fuck that shit.
I'm not the kind of person that falls in love.