feeling stupid, feeling small

[viral_blaze]

so i miss daniel. alot. like the pain is unbearable. i want to scream and cry, but i cant. the nonprivacy of the fema trailer now means that if im upset i bury my head in my pillow and hope no one can hear me. i know everyone says, oh you can call me if you want to talk. but i dont. i dont want to talk. i want daniel. i dont want to talk to someone

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[unitedbiscuit]

I can't believe you're getting married! hoohah for wedd'ns!

I understand that you miss him. completely. it's sorta like how I felt when kathryn left. except without the sex and smooches, cause that would be strange. but it's good that you're sticking up for him rather than blaming him.

[rainerisdead]

can i please please PLEASE be a bridesmaid??!

[unitedbiscuit]

more like flower girl, if you ask me.

[eclipse_rae]

I know saying that I know how you feel won't make it better. But I do understand to some extent. No, Carter isn't joining the army (yet, at least), but it hurts like hell every time I get to see him and have him leave my daily life almost as quickly.

But I love you. And I'll buy you a garden where your flowers can grow (YEAH!) so maybe you should marry me.

We would have hot kids. You know we would.