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Handed down through the blood line, given to the first monarch by the gods, passed onto me by....oh to hell with it. From

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So I finally get to see Becca on Friday. She makes it sound fun. So of course she still doesn't understand how I feel.

It's not so much dread as it is me really not wanting Thursday to end.

It's funny how one day I look at myself int he mirror and think "Who in their right mind would wnat to be with me?", then the next day I look again and think "Hell yeah, I'm so goddamn good looking!".

Good thing my parents keep lot's of beer in the house. I didn't drink enough tonight to be drunk, but enough to get my mind off of Becca. I'm pretty sure I've taken a perfectly good thing and, in the signature Ilya style, beaten it into a bloody pulp. Maybe I'm just cursed to be alone the rest of my life ( Read more... )

I was doing laps today. All of a sudden the right side fo my chest began to hurt. I assume that was one of my lungs. Not too surprising wince I was breathing in really odd ways. But then it moved over to the left and center. Unless I have 3 lungs, there was something extra in there ( Read more... )

The age of chivalry was succeeded by the age where you can't feel what you want to without pissing someone off. Great upgrade, no ( Read more... )

Okay, so 5 minutes ago I found out that I'm allowed to go out for Halloween this year! YAY!
Now the bad part. I don't know what I should go as. I want to go as someone cool, yet do-able.
So everyone get off your asses and give me suggestions. Which is funny since there's only 1 person that will comment. 2, if I'm lucky.

Nemo, now I see why you like retreating to the comfort of your music ( Read more... )

Yea, today sucked. Days seem to suck more and more. Maybe I should take her advice. ( Finally. (Caution, wear protective goggles, as this can make you go blind) )