Okay I only have 4 minutes...hummm...I don't really ahve anything to say...lauren I love you Freedom I love you too..BiL...Fuck if I know..and I miss all 3 of you...Texas I am proud of you girl. Umm thats about it and it only took one minute:)
Love,Courtnee

I hate the sun it shines rite in my face as I try to sleep and after about an hour of trying to just ignore it I decided to come use some of my bordum up on the computer. HUmm So I wanna see Bill today but he'll probaby find some excuse not to get me today. He can except my money not we're not going out(ohh shit I never mentioned that him and I ( Read more... )

I am 51% Emo

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Okay...I don't know what to do anymore...I can only tell myself for so long that people will love me enough to change or to at least try to make things work. Lauren got arrested for stealing dex...obviously she doesn't love me enough to change the way she promised me she would. Bill avoids me now and I have to wonder what makes theses boys of mine ( Read more... )

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tee he you better go there boys and girls.... today is halloween and i am a vampire...yeahhhh i look hot dude...i miss lala and freedom and bill see you guys soon..lala call me on saturday My parents will be outta town..

so..my mom knows everything I've ever done in my life...shes probably reading this as a matter of fact...so I'm on restriction for 6 month or until my mom will trust me again. Lauren doesn't want to quit drinking so that she can see me. I think she thinks everything is always about me and BiL. The only reason I can see him was because the reason I ( Read more... )

aaaaa-woogaaaa...LoL...I'm really hyper right now...I'm about to eat some good food(homemade Italian by an ex mafia mobster man yumm)Hooray! My mommy said maybe we can barrow her suburban this weekend to go to the show tee hee! Bill needs to come and kiss up to my mom so she says yes!LoL he's too shy hehe how cute.I wanna hook heather up with ( Read more... )

I just need to announce something:
BILL STOLE!!! hahahahahahahahaha
I'm so proud

last night was too much fun.Me and lauren got 3 bottles of alcohol and got drunk at the hub, the whole time I complained about how much I missed my bf but it was still great. I saw stephanies boobs and she saw mine! ahhh I was so drunk! And whos poblio? ack! Well me and lauren are going to my bf's house in an hour (hooray!) LoL TTyL guyss.
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