Lately I have been reading opera communities on livejournal and listening to the arias/songs that people post from their final recitals at school. I do this to see/hear if I am at their level because I fear that I am not. Pretty much each time I listen and say 'oh, yeah I can sing like that/better than that' and then I feel better for a while. But ( Read more... )

-Me and Salma went to Denny's to see what 6 months of renovations produced for white trash ( Read more... )

There is this little park by my house. And apparently today they changed all the equipment:

We had metal slides when I was a kid. Yes, it heated up to a thousand degrees in the sun and your ass and legs burned the whole way down.
We had a bouncy bridge. Yes, it hurt like hell when (not if but when) your fingers got caught in it ( Read more... )

Looking for jobs is sad because I don't want to leave CanStage. I lurrrve it there. And, truth be told, I am not looking very hard for jobs for that reason. Maybe I could just find another part time job? Maybe. Jeez. Can someone just pay me for being adorable? But then I'd have to be adorable... le sigh

Sometimes I feel like an impostor. Like I'm fooling people. Even myself. I know that I've been studying to be a singer for quite some time now and that there are people who know what they're talking about that say that I can do this. But I still sometimes step back and say, "Who am I kidding? or "Can I actually to this?" Because when I hear myself ( Read more... )

Four years ago I was very excited, and somewhat nervous, to be starting university. What happened? Why wasn't it what I thought it would be ( Read more... )

Okay, something is wrong with me. I have 3 exams this week (Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday) and I haven't even begun studying yet...why?

Fuck, it's so hard to find a job. I swear, it was easier before I (almost) got a degree. Though I suppose I'm being quite picky right now, as in, I refuse to reply anywhere that isn't art related. Ah well, I'll just stick to my part time job for now...I like my job. Why oh why isn't it full time?

Hmmm...I guess that's it.

So Trevor tells me about this website that archives the internet from the past. And I'm all "Yeah right, like it just goes around archiving the internet. Pshaw. What, did it archive my livejournal?" And he's all "Let's check." And so we do. And it did. But not anything you'll find on this here livejournal. Way back in 2001 I had this livejournal ( Read more... )

Okay, I never update this thing anymore. I is sorries ( Read more... )