Well let's see. We're uh doing fine I guess is one way to put it. He took up a teacher for Wicca, which I extremely DO NOT like whatsoever. Last night they were talking, Ben was at his house. I got accused of cheating, and apparently chances of me marrying Ben and zero, and I will not be permitted to spend my life with him. He told me he was going ( Read more... )

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Starting to compare myself all sorts to being almost as bad as Ryan's relationships.. I wish I had the nerve to get rid of people when they deserve it though. o.o PS: Nothing meant by that really, just saying so.

Time to put in what Ben REALLY did to me. o.o Remember that conversation I was talking about, with him telling me that he loved me, yada yada? That was also when he told me that he would not break up with me. The next evening guess what. "Alyssa.. I think we need to take a break." "What...?" "All the stress has caught up to me, what with moving out ( Read more... )

Well hello again, I'd really like it if Krista would come back alive so I could talk to her again. I haven't spoken to her since.. Well, since I had those home issues going on. Rebbit have you seen her? Chris? Uh Me and Ben are back together.. OH I have a job for five whole days this summer in augest, yummy right? I'm like a child with five dollars ( Read more... )

Isn't that cute. o.o I still feel abandoned, he can say what he likes, but my bad attitude and bitchyness right now is more than likely due to my grandmother. She hates men and keeps trying to convince me that Ben is over me, Ben isn't coming back, Ben hates me. I want to wring her neck out and use it like a jump rope. LEah decided to drag her ( Read more... )

Well.. A lot has been happening. I'm still with Ben..well was still with Ben. I don't know what's going on (most of you guys know that, I'm not the brightest when it comes to that >>;) He says he wants a month or two to look for a job and support himself. Yeah, he moved out. Remember Spyder? I was pregnant a few days after with him, but I lost the ( Read more... )

Finally some people are alive, I got Krista and Rebbit, where are the rest of you? I was expecting a better response. Chris is dumbfounded over me I swear, what with the I missed you, and I love yous, and the don't leave mes. -big rolling of eyes- Spyder contacted me two days ago. Anyhoo, someone talk to meh!

I'mmmmmm BACK! Okay, gotta give the rundown. We had the abuse thing going, and step-father went to jail. Ben asked me back out, nothing happened there, my grades are AWESOME in school. I'm supposed to be moving in with my dad at the end of May, and I renovated my bedroom in my gram's house even though I'm not going to be there. Everything's a-okay ( Read more... )

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